TTC after miscarriage Thread 11 🤞🏼✨

[Indianna2006]

@AwayWeGo22 @bunnykins123 @calimc83 @FfayeN @Chellooo @LuckyMoonstone @Luna57 @Margo34 @MrscristianoX @Pancake92 @TheBirdintheCave @theblueflowers @mummatara @ChloeN @Luna57 @everythingzrosie

New thread ladies!! Wishing you all lots of luck 🤞🏼🤞🏼✨

please tag anyone I’ve missed it was just quick and rough xx

@Luna57 I find it so much easier weirdly. This next cycle will be cycle 6 after the miscarriage..lucky number 6??!

Your scan is soon!! Keep us updated.. and wishing you so much luck xx

@LuckyMoonstone ahhh lovely that sucks I hope you get some answers ❤️

Congrats @Mariabombia there's nothing quite like seeing the words I hope for a smooth and uneventful pregnancy for you 🤞🏼

I had an actual meltdown yesterday I think everything got on top of me DS not sleeping, the MC not happening, working at a job I hate, my house being a disaster zone which I just can't keep on top of and I've been trying to build a little business so I can eventually give up said hated job but honestly I'm struggling with it and might have to take a break. I honestly feel like I'm hanging on by the tiniest thread but after crying snot tears for most of the day I feel better today. We took DS to the petting zoo and I've tried not to let anything feel so disastrous prob helped I got a good block of sleep last night

@mummatara god you have got a lot on haven’t you 😟 sometimes letting it all take over you for just one terrible day can actually make you feel a bit better, get it all out of your system. I’ve had several meltdowns this year! You can have a big virtual hug from me x

@Luna57 the OH and I have travelled so much but I’m terrified of flying, so it always amazes me when people actually work in the industry! 🙈

@MrsCristianoX I was very irritable before I got both my BFP - especially with the OH. I think it could be all the hormones so don’t rule yourself out yet! 🤞🏽

@LuckyMoonstone thank you ❤️ I think you're right one meltdown day def makes the others a bit better xx

@mummatara really hope you’re ok lovely. You sound like you’ve got so much on but handling it like a boss! Everyone has a day where they need to let it all out x

@mummatara you have been so strong throughout this that you needed a meltdown. Massive hugs and respect to you from NI to England (just guessing) ❤️❤️

@FfayeN thank you🤣 I’m hoping it’s easy enough to use, it not what a bloody waste of £30🤣🤣

@mummatara 😔 feel like it’s not surprising you feel like that, you’ve been having a shit time! Sending lots of love xxx

@HalWin2221 I don't know. I won't quit yet. New ovulation sticks arrived today. My iwatch pinged last night 'AF due in next 7 days' yep thanks for the update watch 🙄

@FfayeN thats good then thank you 😂

@ChloeN thats so true its so annoying having silly worries about everything!

@bunnykins123 thanks lovely im looking forward to see how it looks 💕

@Mariabombia thats a lovely idea too i bet its beautiful 💕 i hope its a sticky bean for you this time 🤞🏼

@LuckyMoonstone you should get one I think its a nice thing to have forever 💕 Im so sorry you’re having problems at the moment I hope they can sort it out for you 😞

@mummatara Im so sorry you’re having a hard time at the moment you really have been so strong and it’s totally normal to just let it out when it becomes to much, take care of yourself 💕

@mummatara sorry to hear you had a rubbish day, sometimes you do just need to let it all out. Hope you are feeling a little better ❤️

@Mariabombia congrats 😊 so lovely to see the words on a test.

Well I am 10dpo and have felt so off today, not been able to eat much, felt nauseous and had some dull AF type aches. Really don’t know what to think, surely it’s too early at 10dpo to feel this way? (plus I never ever had nausea in any of my other pregnancies!) It will be such cruel timing if it’s an illness or bug but I definitely do not feel right today 🙁
I can’t bring myself to test, I guess it’s because all the time I don’t know then I can kid myself that maybe just maybe it’s worked this month and I think I just want to hold onto that hope. Seems a better place to be in than getting a BFN and then having another 5 days before AF but then again I do just want to know 😣

@emhope I've been SUPER fatigued everytime I've fallen at around 10dpo so I do think you can sometimes tell. I know what you mean about testing, ignorance can be bliss. I no longer have that self do trim though. Good luck with whatever you decide to do 😊 xx

@HalWin2221 most the time I forget I’m even flying, bit like being on a train instead.

@mummatara sorry you’re having a bit of a down time. Some times you just need to watch a sad film and cry it all out. Hope things start looking up for you soon.

@emhope sounds promising hopefully it’s a good sign. Every pregnancy is different so you never know 🤞🏼 Will you test early or wait til af is missed?

Thanks for all the virtual love ❤️ some good news though went to the loo before bed and there was finally some blood. It's still only there when I wipe but hopefully it will start properly soon. I have the worst headache this morning 🤦🏼‍♀️

@mummatara fingers crossed this is you, no wonder you had lots of tears yesterday your body must of be fluctuating hormones like there’s no tomorrow. Have you any cramps? Sending love today ❤️

@Luna57 yes I was thinking that this morning bloody hormones 🙄 no cramps but all yesterday I had a dull back ache and it's still there this morning. Better dig out my hot water bottle I think. DS is going to the childminder and I've told work I will not be in so I'm going to relax as much as possible in bed

@FfayeN ignorance is definitely bliss! It’s nice to have even a couple of days of believing it might have happened. Can’t quite believe I have made it to 11DPO without testing, I have always tested by 9-10DPO before.

@Luna57 I am really really tempted to test today, but honestly feeling so nervous. Feel better this morning so I’m sure I was just reading into yesterday and wishing it to be symptoms.

@mummatara be thinking of you today. Make sure you take some paracetamol and get that hot water bottle on standby 😘.

@MrsCristianoX are you testing today? Xx

I’ve just been to the toilet and wiped all brown blood. I’ve had what’s felt like round ligament pain the last 2 days so trying to convince myself baby is nestling in and pushing out old blood but I’m really not optimistic 😭

@FfayeN nooo ignorance is bliss! Had a weird pain last night thought my appendix was exploding

@Luna57 ahh Luna hopefully everything is fine ❤️ when is your scan ?

@MrsCristianoX not until Sunday, I don’t think I could wait that long I might phone them and ask for anything earlier. I feel like I could be sick with worry. I did a test and it’s still very positive even on diluted urine but I am feeling slightly crampy now 😭

@Luna57 oooh lovely big hugs 💕 can you ring the EPU and see if they will do anything?

@FfayeN thanks lovely I'm in bed with hot chocolate and I don't plan on moving

@Luna57 oh no so sorry to hear that 😔 defo ring EPU and see what they say ❤️

I caved and tested…of course my stupid body was playing tricks with these symptoms yesterday and it was a BFN. Feeling so upset, can’t stop crying now. Fertility tests this month which should feel positive but just honestly feel like I can’t keep on like this every month, it’s consuming my life thinking about it all the time and the disappointment each month is becoming unbearable, and now the thought of not being pregnant on my due date in November