The Good Husband of TTC Drive (No1 Babies Detective Agency pt5)

[nomoremagnolia]

Especially for you
I wanna let you know what I was going through
All the time we were apart
I thought of you
You were in my heart
My love never changed
I still feel the same

Especially for you
I wanna tell you I was feeling that way too
And if dreams were wings, you know
I would have flown to you
To be where you are
No matter how far
And now that I'm next to you

No more dreaming about tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the sorrow
I've got to say
It's all because of you

And now we're back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you

Especially for you
I wanna tell you, you mean all the world to me
How I'm certain that our love was meant to be
You changed my life
You showed me the way
And now that I'm next to you

I've waited long enough to find you
I wanna put all the hurt behind you
And I wanna bring out all the love inside you, oh

And now we're back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you

You were in my heart
My love never changed
No more dreaming about tomorrow
Forget the loneliness and the sorrow
I've got to say
It's all because of you

And now we're back together, together
I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
And all the love I have is
Especially for you

New thread especially for Ready

[nomoremagnolia]

sybil DH has bought me chocolate and wine for this evening and has even offered to watch a chick flick with me. He's very good like that

[PiggyPenguin]

Oooh, a man who will watch chick flicks! You hold on to that one! My dh has been known to run screaming from the room if I suggest a less masculine movie.

Although he is ace in other ways, as I'm not feeling well at present he is looking after the kids full time from the moment he gets in from work - and is insisting I go and lie down all the time - bless!

[BellaBear]

Hi nomore, hope you are okay
xxx

[nomoremagnolia]

Hi bella
Yes I'm fine - started the next cycle of clomid today though I'm convinced that we'll need more than just clomid, but we're back to see the specialist in Feb. How are you doing?

[mistlethrush]

(((hugs nomore)))

[BellaBear]

I'm in love with the NHS, had a little scare on Friday night, hospital was fab and all is fine!
I'm glad you're okay

[BellaBear]

Also, have all you lovely posters seen this? Zita West is coming on mn!

[poppy75]

hello - only on MN every now and then but trying to keep upto date with everyone's news.

Nomore - big hug was hoping each page of the thread that you'd get the BFP this month.

I Know how you are feeling. I was feeling really nauseous this month and a day late, convinced that boobs were sore. Took a test and got the BFN didn't tell DH though as I think I can seem abit obsessed. Good to talk to on MN about it though.

Am looking forward to next month. Trying to be healthy and also have 3 weeks until my hols so will help to relax loads. Sprinkling lots of baby dust over the thread for the next load of BFP's!!!!
+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+.+

[poppy75]

Sorry didn't mean to cross post - am quite excited about Zita West. A friend went to her clinic and after 4 years is now 4 months pregnant!! She'll definately have to sprinkle some dust over us!!

[Ready]

Hi. Very little time, but just wanted to peek my head in and say a quick hello to everyone. Hope you are all well??
I am dealing with issues in RL that are not the best, and daily internet access is not guaranteed at the moment... so it is hard to keep up on MN as I like to. But I am thinking of you all... and have to odd lurk when I have the time - just don't have the time to post all that often.

I hope that when I am back on my feet, metaphorically speaking (don't worry I haven't broken my legs ) there will be lots of BFPs to celebrate.

xx

[PiggyPenguin]

So quiet in here at the moment, hope everyone is ok?

I have managed to go the whole day without feeling more than mildly sick - Its such a relief!

[mistlethrush]

I'm feeling sick. Not sure whether its remaining hormones or this horrid cought which I still can't shift. On 2nd lot of antibiotics plus inhaler, steroids having failed to make much of a difference. Chest xray will be required by end of week if no significant improvement.... Don't get asthma normally, so don't know why this is being so horrendous

[nomoremagnolia]

MT sounds horrible Hope you're better soon.
Sybil Glad you're getting a break from feeling sick
Ready I've missed our virtual baby shopping - promise me we'll do some more when you're back [hopeful] [begging]

I can't be bothered with ttc at the mo, just feeling so resigned that we'll be back at fertility unit in Feb that there's very little point in actively tryingtc.
Hope the rest of you are all ok

[gillyfizzcracklepop]

Hi all, sorry I have not been around much.

Sybil good to hear that you have had a break from feeling sick. How far along are you?

MT sorry to hear you are not feeling well, I have been quite lucky into getting any colds just yet but mind you I am expecting it any day especially after being outside for most of the day yesterday queuing up for the Indian visas!

Ready nice to see you popping back, hope that stuff sort themselves out in RL and you are more settled soon.

Nomore, hun, I read your post in the Zita West thread and I really feel for you. I really wish she would have been able to answer everyone?s questions as there were some very poignant posts there. I was just wondering, given patient choice in the NHS etc.. if you are unhappy with your lack of monitoring to date could you just ask to be referred elsewhere? I hear you about the expense on going private so with the NHS bring such a lottery it may be worth shopping around for another hospital?

We had our first experience of ?patient choice? yesterday. DH and me went together to see our GP about 12 cycles after mc and still no baby and also about my anxiety about the whole thing. She was very understanding and asked some of the basic questions about health, lifestyle etc..but did not need convincing that we needed some tests. So I need to do days 1 and 21 (20 in my case because of the short cycle) blood tests. DH needs to provide a sample at home and rush it to hospital within an hour!! There have been endless jokes about his ?stuff? whizzing up London?s Holloway Road! These basics lab analysis are done at the local hospital and we then meet up with the doctor again to discuss the findings and depending on what she finds she will refer us to a fertility specialist at either Whittington, UCH, Homerton or the Royal Free. Its up to us so I need to check them all out. Inclined to go for UCH as it is a good teaching hospital and convenient for me to get to if I have appointments in the middle of the day. About my anxiety she said it was all understandable but from now on our fertility was her problem and not ours so she said basically not to worry, enjoy sex and let the professionals look after us . I must admit I quite liked this and felt I could trust her.

?.and I start my knitting course tonight

Hi Poppy and Bellabear!!! (waves!)

[PiggyPenguin]

So stupid of me to tempt fate by saying I feel better, woke up with sticking head cold and feel sick and lousy. Fortunately grandparents have rallied and taken dd to nursery so I can rest.

MT, god you sound as if you are having an awful time, make sure that you rest and take care - my mum gives everyone she knows boiled lemonade for 'respiratory' things. I don't know if it works but it does taste nice!

[mistlethrush]

Gilly - let us know if you come across any interesting patterns. I'd love to knit something nice for ds. I'd probably go for a Kafe Facet type thing - but he'd probably go for a tractor, a train, a dog, a rabbit, a car, or something else along those lines. Hmm... I wonder whether I could knit him a farmyard jumper

Sybil - sorry to hear that you're not feeling great today. I found accupuncture helped me hugely through pregnancy - don't know whether that's an option. Mind you, I just ate constantly for about 14 weeks (put on stone by 10wks - only way I found not to throw up after 9am! Hope it all improves soon

[Ready]

Glad you liked the class Gilly - I am tempted to look for something like that, but in the meantime, a quick hint or two on how to cast-off would be great

Nomore - Since you asked... here's what I bought for my friend's little baby girl, who was born yesterday The Duck and I will link to something else after tea

[nomoremagnolia]

aww cute
I bought DGodS a pink teddy!! (His Mum's not girly at all and had he been a girl I promised I'd make my goddaughter girly, so had to do the same for godson)
Remember this?

[Ready]

I remember the Ozzie Orange Hehe!! I tried to find the outfit I got for friend's little girl... it's brown corduroy dress with stripey tights and jumpsuit... sounds terrible written down actually - but I wanted something that wasn't baby pink.

Hope everyone is doing well.

[poppy75]

Hello everyone

MT sorry to hear you're feeling rubbish, hope you're better soon

Gilly- I'm basically at the same point as you. Have had another day 21 test and need to wait until next AF for another test. Also have another form for DH for sperm test. He is not too keen as he feels it will just happen like before and that I am getting hung up about it. I'm really trying not to but I just want to know what is happening. He has worked away alot this year so he thinks now is back at home for a few months things will sort themselves out. I'm not convinced. Have decided not to mention it again until after our hols in Dec when things have settled alittle. Am nearly 33 so think this is always in the back of my mind.

Another friend announced she's pregnant with twins yesterday, very happy for her, tiny bit sad for me and my mc. It now means that out of my 4 best friends 3 are pregnant. I really think that I need to meet non-baby people to have fun with!!!
Thankfully have MN to talk about all this on.

Surprisingly though apart from the above I am quite positive at the moment and am even getting in shape ready to hit the beach in 3 weeks time!!!

[mistlethrush]

Well, I'm feeling slightly better in terms of my cough - but did test this morning (I'd been putting off by not 'remembering' to buy any when I went shopping - I think probably trying to ignore the whole issue) - still +ve which is not good - already have a Drs appt tomorrow - and have already discussed with them that it might be neccessary to get blood tests done to make sure HCG levels going down - don't want worry of poss mp hanging over me for months like it did last year.

Its really strange.. you go for months wishing for a bfp - then you spend the next x months hoping that you get a bfn.

[nomoremagnolia]

((MT))
What a horrible thing to be wanting a BFN but I do understand your worries. I really hope it's ok and the doc can put your mind at rest that HCG is going down.

[Ready]

Big hugs all round