Tww torture.....

[Penguinmumma]

Anyone else feeling the torture?! This is only my first cycle but it took a long time to make the decision after a traumatic experience with DD. Now I’m just anxious to know so I can prepare myself I guess.
Feeling tired but could I hell sleep last night! Didn’t get to sleep until almost 5am and only slept for 3hrs
Boobs are aching a bit and I’ve had cramp and backache for a few days. App says 6dpo but I do tend to ovulate early from what I remember so could be more than that.
Ordered tests online to make myself wait til they get here before I test. My attempt to try and drag out the time

Good to have a distraction and something positive to look forward to in the move.
I feel the same though. Just a bit knackered

Looks like af has arrived 3 days early ☹️ Pink when I wiped. Put a pad on so I guess I’ll soon see. The morning I thought I had a squinter too ☹️

Wasn’t actually due af until the 13th ☹️

Oh I'm sorry @Penguinmumma :(
You never know it might be spotting from implantation if it's very light.

@LAgeDeRaisin I feel rather angry and like my body has been so cruel this past week or so. Still have boob pain too. I don’t normally get that at all.

Totally understand. I'm feeling really low/PMS type symptoms and really disappointed about the BFNs.

Spoke to my DH and we're going to make a concerted effort this month. Maybe 2020 has been so grim our December eggs just thought fuck it, not happening til the new year.

Can you see the faint line??

@Penguinmumma ahh any chance it could be implanation bleed?

I see it!!!!!!! BFP!!!
Hopefully it'll be darker tomorrow morning good luck!

I’m scared to go to the bathroom now and check to see if afs here making it another mc. Number 8 if it is.

Fingers crossed for you @Penguinmumma.

I am battling with myself not to go to the shop and buy some tests. Also another random one... I am still feeling nausea pretty much all the time for the past 3/4 days now. I just couldn't eat my dinner last night as I just didn't want it (which is extremely unusual for me). I have also noticed the last few days my feet are FREEZING, I cannot warm them up at all no matter what I do. I have never experienced this before and naturally ended up googling it some people say that it is a possible symptom.

Who knows...

@Kittysw I think it’s stopped now so it may be an implantation bleed. I’ve got 1 test left and I’m going to hold off til Tuesday to test again and see what happens over the next 24-48hrs.
DH hasn’t let me do much with the move today just incase as I have such a high risk of miscarriage.

Never mind. Must be a chemical as I’m full flow now.

I thought I had the first 3 days of my period op, it was bright red and heavy and then it suddenly stopped. I tested again then and got a clear positive. 30 weeks now!

@Penguinmumma sorry your AF came. I think ill be following you. Defo feels like period cramp this morning and another BFN. I hate pregnancy tests

@rosegold33 I think that was a chemical given my symptoms and the positive tests before the bleeding. I’ll just add it to my other 7 losses.

@Penguinmumma im sorry to hear this, its an emptional rollercoaster each month. Do something to treat yourself today x

@rosegold33 it’s nighttime here so off to bed with a glass of Kahlua, then back to moving house tomorrow.

@Penguinmumma kahula sounds lovely, good luck with house move x

Just got my AF. Such a horrible feeling when it comes. Like hopes gone. Im 2 days early that never happens.

Enjoy the drink! I've had another BFN on FRER this morning so I'm out.

Have a load of ICs coming next week so ready for another go next month.

Sticky February BFPs coming our way!

Feel very frustrated and exhausted today. Bleed through 2 pads already and ended up not being able to get away from work early like was originally planned.
DH doesn’t want to try again now so looks like the effort I put in to get to the point I was happy to try again was all for nothing.

Been up and down with the most horrendous heartburn. Took a mouthful of milk and had to spit it back out as it felt like I was going to be sick :(

@ArrrMeHearties I always know I’m pregnant when I get heartburn. With DD I would go to bed with a bottle of gaviscon and a straw every night as it would get so bad.