TTC Our Rainbow

[MeghanV07]

Hi all 💞 I had a miscarriage on the 5th September, I was 7+2 😔. We already have a 10 month old so I feel very blessed to have him. But now in the 2ww and I’ve done about a million tests already and they’ve all been BFN. Some I’ve thought they may possibly be a very very very positive but I’m doubtful. Is anyone else trying to conceive their rainbow 💞

Ps - I'm taking Royal Jelly which is proven to improve your egg quality, I took this with DS1 you can stop taking once you've ovulated but pre-warning... lots of EWCM with it 😂

@meghan call 111 immediately. I don't want to worry you but that sounds like ectopic and you don't have time to mess around. Don't worry about wasting anyone's time, even if it is just a shoulder strain.

Please keep us posted

@MeghanV07

@sbhf1987 I used Conceive Plus (which is basically the same thing) a coupld of cycles ago and I used it when one of my apps predicted ovulation. I used it for a week, but the app kept moving my ovulation as my cycle got longer and longer so I totally wasted it. I didn't end up getting preg that cycle and I was annoyed that I wasted all that money.
It's just so hard to know with PCOS

@Frazzlerock I can’t even imagine how frustrating it is! I’m worried about not trusting the OPKs and it’s only one month for me as I’m usually regular it’s kust the mc will prob mess me up xx

@Frazzlerock they've said if the shoulder pain is persistent to call back but I haven't had it since about 8am this morning.

I checked my CM and it's very stretchy I think it just feels watery. I feel like my head is all over the place and I'm just looking for things to explain my body being bizarre. I took another HPT and it's as negative as it can be. I spoke to a friend who also had a blighted ovum MC (same as me) and she said her first 3 periods after we're very watery and light, almost non existent. I'm going to take it easy for the rest of the day and if I have any more pain or anything I'll ring them back. This is just so shit, I wish I could be back to normal xxx

Feeling really low today. 😔 x x

@Delilah7 anything we can help with hun?

Here if you need ❤️❤️❤️❤️

@MeghanV07 I don't really know... just need some positivity. I've got a horrible dickhead of a sister and an idiot brother. We have a mum and dad who have had some news about dad's heart not being great and they've not supported them one bit. My sister is a dickhead I want to cut ties with her. She tried to say she miscarried when I told her I was miscarrying but turns out all her tests were negative and it was just a weird period. I'm under a lot of stress in general and I'm just abit fed up. Hahaha sorry girls xx

@Delilah7 never be sorry.

My Nan always used to say you can chose your friends, you can't chose your family.

Your poor Dad, I hope he gets it sorted or at least some more positive news for you as a family. That's not very nice of your sister, I find people do this when they're jealous of the attention one person is getting, when in fact it's actually bloody awful and they have no idea what you're going through.

Xxxx

@MeghanV07 he's got an MRI on the 23rd so fingers crossed for that. Might have to have surgery on his heart :( it scary.
She's always been jealous. I've never said that out loud as I've never believed it until now. Zzz

@Delilah7 I have everything crossed for him 🤞🏼💞.

People are evil in their own ways. Is she younger or older than you? I honestly never understand some people sometimes. Maybe next time she has a cold you can have the flu 😏.

It's hard to ignore family when they're being bellends. I've got 3 other siblings, all older than me but they take the piss out of my mum and dad it kills me. They take us away on holiday every 5 years, we don't get Xmas or birthday presents that year which is fine by me when we get a free holiday!

I wanted to get my dad something nice for Father's Day this year so I asked them all for a £35 contribution towards a voucher for a really nice restaurant near us.... they told me they only send £30 on birthdays.... I was so angry xxxx

@MeghanV07 thank you! I'm the youngest. My sister and brother are in their 30s and I'm 23. They're jealous of my relationship with my mum and dad but neither of them have bothered to have a good one. They've said some real nasty things to them recently. Like they don't care about the kids. My mums a joke etc etc. Just bitches.
I would of been angry too! It's ok I planned a 60th for my mums birthday. My sister organised the cake and then left us to pay £90 for it. 😂😂😂😂. Just a joke of a woman. Xx

@Delilah7

Same with me! I'm the youngest too.

Oh lord, I honestly don't understand some people 🤦🏽‍♀️. Makes you wonder how they've survived to their 30's being mean!

Xxx

@MeghanV07 OH has chest infection :( my time to look after him! Xxx

Sorry to hear your family is giving you grief. Family can be so difficult some times.

So I've finally caved and gone to the dark side...I POAS twice 🙈 both negative. Did both in the evening so not FMU...god knows what possessed me to do it! It's probably too early for anything to show up anyway! I'm only 10dpo so too early but I just couldn't help myself! It's highly unlikely that I will get a BFP this month as we barely did the baby dance! Nonsense isn't it. Haha make me sane please x

Morning all 💞

This period hurts. I know I wished for her arrival but I didn't wish for any pain! It feels like someone is literally crushing my ovaries 😣.

How is everyone this morning? It nearly the weekend ✨.
I started temping on Tuesday, but now I'm thinking can I even be bothered? Do I just let my body do it's thing and maybe just do opk's? But then it's back to being a poas addict? Really wish there was a simpler way of all this 💔.

How was DH @Delilah7?

Oh @Naughtykitty 😂 I've done 3 tests in 2 day before 😂 I think you just think maybe there's a little more hcg in my wee than the last test 😂 & I don't think we will ever learn! I'm going to try my hardest not to test till at least 2 days before I'm due next cycle. I know I won't stick to it 😂 but I'm hoping I can xxxx

@Naughtykitty do it again this morning!!! Xx

@MeghanV07 I'm with you. My period is really bad and I'm used to bad ones! He is ok. Although I felt rough when I woke up! so hopefully I'm not getting anything hahahahaha xx

@Delilah7 I've taken some painkillers and the pain has gone thank god.

I feel absolutely horrendous today. I can't stop crying, I've got tremendous guilt that it was my fault the baby didn't make it. I can't bring myself to eat breakfast. I have a client this evening who is pregnant and due in 8 weeks and I think I'm going to have to cancel her as I can't face seeing her.

Why does it feel like each of my days is getting worse and worse 😔 I thought each day was supposed to get easier xxx

@MeghanV07 It is okay to feel shit. Accept that is how you feel and be okay with it. Do whatever you need to do to get through it, but don't fight it. You know deep down that it isn't your fault, but we all have days like this. And, no, it doesn't get easier! It's been 2.5 years for me and yes the times between feeling like utter shit are longer but when it hits it really hits. I often wonder if DP had allowed us to try again earlier, then perhaps it would have made it a bit easier.

Sorry you're feeling crap, but just feel it. Cancel your client if you need to. I wouldn't be able to do it.

@MeghanV07 like @Frazzlerock said. It's ok to not be ok, you're not superwoman. We try to be but we need a break too. Take some time out, it does seem to get abit harder as time goes on. I'd of been able to announce I'm 3 months pregnant this month so I feel it too xxx

@Delilah7 you're a bad influence. I did another one this morning. I thought I could see something but Its so faint it could just be the indent. And it was clear blue and their bad for that aren't they x

@Naughtykitty would you like our opinions? Post a pic

@Naughtykitty post a picccccc 😘😘

Ok not sure I can see it anymore and fiddled with the light in one of the pics so think I may be going slightly mad 🤪 haha!