Good evening @Theloudbiscuit , and thank you for asking such a thoughtful and honest question. I don’t think you sound disrespectful at all — these are questions many Christians have wrestled with throughout history.
As a Catholic, I would say I don’t believe God is like a wish-granter who simply gives us everything we ask for. Prayer is not about persuading God to do what we want, but about opening our hearts to His will and trusting Him even when we don’t understand.
When I prayed for the job interview, I don’t necessarily see it as God saying “yes, you will get this job”, but rather as God walking with me through the situation — giving me hope, strength, opportunities and the courage to take the next step. Sometimes God answers prayers in ways we recognise, and sometimes the answer is different from what we hoped for.
The suffering of innocent people, especially children, is one of the deepest mysteries of faith. Christianity does not teach that suffering means God doesn’t care. Jesus Himself suffered, and God entered into human suffering through Christ on the cross. We believe God is close to those who suffer, even when we cannot understand why He allows certain things to happen.
Catholics believe God gave humanity free will, and we live in a broken world where illness, poverty and suffering exist. But we are also called to be God’s hands and feet — to feed the hungry, care for the sick, comfort those who suffer and work for justice.
I don’t think any Christian can give a complete answer that removes the pain of those realities, but faith gives us the hope that suffering is not the end and that God’s love is greater than what we can see in this life.
Thank you for asking such an important question. I think honest questions can actually deepen faith rather than weaken it. God bless.