No news here, starting to lose it a bit
Physically I'm fine, but feel like time running out fast and speeding to csec.
Long rant alert!
Had a second dose of acupuncture this morning then straight to hospital for 'just in case' pre-op. Hospital was awful, went on my own, was there + 3hrs, most of it hanging about. Saw 5 different people for bits and bobs, then was left in a room by last doc who wasn't sure if they'd finished with me. Eventually I came out and she'd forgotten to check, I was free to go. The midwife who told me I was on a csec wait list last thurs, and promised would be close to 42 weeks as possible, came to me in the waiting room, and announced we've got your date, it's TOMORROW! I burst into tears in v busy room so was ushered into her office. I refused tomorrow, only 40+6, so now I'm booked for 12th feb, 40+15. My DS was emlcs at 40+15, so now feels like a sign
Had a sweep, but said it wasn't a good one, and was told baby not really engaged, & SHO last thurs was wrong to say was 3/5th in.
All in all a crappy day, just been to yoga to try and relax, but got wound up again at the end getting helpful suggestions of trying RL tea!
After the many sweeps with DS I had slight show etc and cramps etc, nothing after this one.
Acupuncturist suggested returning friday, but I think will leave it, fed up of feeling like I'm throwing money at trying to do what should be natural. I've got a lovely doula booked, if don't labour will still need to pay her, and with yoga classes and acupuncture is all adding up to alot of ££s.
congrats to the new arrivals, and good luck fibilou.