i'm not really a girls girl, most of my friends are male and there's not many of them, i'm a bit inbetween social groups really, there's very few under 25s with children around here, and as a single mum all the married mothers are very nervous of me, seem to think i'll steal their husbands
and my best mate has spoken to me a grand total of, oooh, once! since christmas, and that was because she had to come round and pay the holiday cost!
Stephen has agreed that we can aim for him coming on holiday too, as mates. one of the rooms is single beds anyway so won't be a problem, and as i sadi to him, it's my birthday, it's supposed to be about celebrating with my friends, and that's something he will definitely stay.
now just have to staay strong and not give into Matthew's dad, he has a very annoying habit of getting to me when i'm insecure and convincing me i should go to bed with him, it's always me that ends up getting hurt.
i'm so geeky, not even 25 yet and have spent most of my evening doing a jigsaw puzzle