Hello, I am - after a long break. Sorry I haven't been around much. Have dipped in and out every so often but finding the time to post more than a sentence is getting tricky. Especially in the lead up to Christmas which was far more manic than it should have been. I have been recovering ewver since. I really over did it and took on too much but tbh, dh wasn't around much and when he was he was sooo tired that he wasn't much help anyway. Since Christmas Day, I've calmed down a lot and have been taking things easier, as has dh. Doubt I'll bve able to slow down as much as I (and my poor achy body) would like as I'll still have the perpetual school runs to do which take twice as long now becasue the Braxton Hicks are soooo strong and painful when I attempt exercise of any kind.
Sorry some of you have had difficult times lately. We have been better this year (lost my Nana tonight last year and my Papa 2 years before that, in fact me and dh were wondering if our marriage was over last New Years Eve) although a nasty chest infection knocked me for six. It can be a really difficult time of year. Tommy, I hope dh finds something very soon.
We are staying in with a chinese take-away tonight - yes I know, I'll regret it and will almost certainly see the New Year in with a flute of gaviscon rather than champagne but hey ho. I'm feeling really tired now and have to have a sleep for over an hour in the afternoons if I want to be awake beyond 10pm these days.
I have a midwife appt on the 8th and I'm really hoping that the baby won't still be breech by then as they will be taking me in for scanning and to turn "it" manually. I am worried that it just won't turn (me and my famous stubborn children!) and that will put paid to my hopes of a home birth and no intervention. I will be mighty upset if that is the case.
I am now 34 + 5 and praying like mad.
I think I have most things ready for a home birth (should we get to) although I've had to go out and buy more shower curtains as the old ones I was saving for the birth are now lining our loft as we have lots of leaks coming though the ceiling - what fun what joy!
Anyway, kids are coming down for their goodnight kiss so I'd better get on with things.
Will try to post again soon.
happy New Year everyone