Taken me like two hours to catch up on two days!
So random comments in to order.
I wouldn't buy to many nursing bras/ any clothes until you are bf.
I bought two last time and will use those until I know I can bf. I bought two sleep bf bras last time. But that was more because my boobs were so sore at night.
Mon
at mil comment re brother.
Flyer was also
at midwives and the hubby taking Pics of babies head.
My dh didn't even want to look down there during my birth let alone take pics.
Those bundlers seem great. Midnight buttoning up is a pain.
Ruby that sucks about bile acid levels going up. Mine are still low. Itching is on and off. So doubt ill be induced now.
Falcon fx
Screaming during internals... That was me last time. On a ward full of ladies plus partners. Was mortified. I would say see how it goes. You may consider gas n air at the time. You may not need anything more then that.
The internals are very different from contractions tho. I hated the smear test aswell.
My birth.
I was two weeks early and jaundice.
Was put in icu. Mum didn't speak English and didn't see me after they took me away as she couldn't ask where I was. She eventually found someone who showed her.
I was bf for 2years. Which really made me proud of my mum as with a early birth, not having alot of contact with me being in icu for a while would have made it so hard at a time were they promoted ff rather then bf.
I know I'll post now and then think oh I forgot to mention xyz lol
Oh my moan for the day.
Dh put car up for sale. New car deposit is being paid on Sunday. But don't know when we will actually get it.
Our Car for sale, guy calls from Glasgow is flying down tomorrow to buy and pick up our car.
We don't know when new car will be available. We won't have a car! I'm 38+ weeks 
We have access to fil car. But they go out everyday for a few hours and don't keep a Mobil phone. So what are we meant to do in an emergency!
Mega post. Will end now