i want my little girl back :( :(

[whohasnickedmyvodka]

My wonderful baby girl eve was born on Friday I just want to be with her I don't know how I am going to get through this :( :( :(

How you doingVodka ? So sad for you.
I cried every day for three months after my baby son died but one day I realised I was thinking about do thing else and I began to heal.
Things will get better eventually......

You don't have to do anything other than breathe, eat a bit, drink a bit.
I lost my little girl, Hope, the year before last.
Unbelievable pain.
Like no other.
I too, thought it could never "be" again. Never heal.
But, you do. It happens without you trying.
You never ever forget , you will always miss Eve.
But the pain will become more dull.
There is a lot of support on mn.
I found I couldn't speak to my rl friends. It made it even harder.
But I could type, and I could read.

One mn'er in particular got me through.
I would wake up and switch on the pc just to read her emails.
It was a crutch.

For what it's worth, I had another little girl. She doesn't replace hope. Not at all.
She's a completely different person.
But I'm glad that I stayed around to meet her.

It might help you to remember that there is a future for you too.
Xx