First time post. I'm definitely a addict I've came to terms

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So tonight as I sit after a long cocaine binge week crying with the urge to get more but my sinuses are burning I feel horrendous and what started off as bit off fun has turned in to nothing but misery my nose is in so much pain I don't know how to help it it's actual agony I'll be going to gp Monday but I need to get through today and tomorrow so just looking for some
Support has anyone been through this. Bit off back ground I've been taking it for years
Started off just when going out and has progressed but I've taken it everyday for 7 days now hardly eaten hardly went outside I need to knock it off. I'm scared of what it's gonna do to my health

It’s not easy and all things you are feeling I am there. I hate myself and don’t Know-how it got to this. What’s your next step?

I'm trying to sleep but everything hurts my nose I can't breath I'm coughing I haven't eaten in days I want to get clean
I think I'm gonna go back to GP I need to stop I know I need to.
But im using my phone as a distraction as I ran out about 10pm and thought this is it how about you?

Similar story and never thought I would have intense cravings - started weekends but it just progresses. I was going to go to a meeting but ashamed incase I know someone. I want to get through this weekend - that’s my goal and hope it gives me encouragement to continue. Private message me and we can maybe help each other as distraction with these cravings. Only if you feel comfortable.

That sounds good how are you todsy I'm
In a lot of pain pressure in my sinus called in sick to work lips are in agony blisters all unsure how to private message cxxx

Hope you are doing ok. Just checking in

How are you getting on? Hope all ok x

How are you getting on?

How to cope with self hatred as I can’t understand how things have got to this with cocaine. My husband hates it as soon as we get it, I’m prob same after an hour. I can’t make sense of it. I came on here last week snd asked for kindness and support but still got some judgemental comments about stop making excuses and go to rehab. I know I need help, just good to offload feelings x

It's good to offload. I hope you feel better today and who knows what today will bring so it's the same old - take it hour by hour or even minute by minute!