I feel like I have really gone off him just lately. He just seems to flit from one thing to another and now its work again.
He wants to change job, well he wants to contract for a company which is several hours away. It is very good money and he thinks it will lead to a 'fantastic' ( his words) permenant position. But it will also mean him being away from home or a long commute and tbh I am sick of it. I feel as though I do everything for the children myself. I feel constantly tired.
He has been unhappy with his current work situation for a while but I am just sick of his attitude. He seems to act on a whim all the time. Last week he was saying he wanted to move elsewhere again and I dont want to move anywhere or do anything. I want to settle a bit.
Its as though he constantly wants change and excitement, but its always about what he wants. He wasnt particually spoilt as a child, far from it really, so I am unsure where this attitude comes from. I am wondering whether its a mid life crisis of some sort as he is knocking on for 40.
He was even looking at sports cars last week Its all just getting on my nerves.
Please dont 'out' me btw. I have only changed my name just incase he reads it, not to protect myself iykwim. I am not sure what advice anyone can give me either, I just needed to rant