I'm shaking so much I can barely type so apologies if this seems incoherent.
I've just gone on to my dp screenname only to find he's been looking at adult porn when I'm not here.
I hate this sort of stuff. A couple of months ago I found the same stuff on his phone, images and images of stuff, women having sex lesbians and stuff. He's stopped it on his phone but now does it on the internet.
He's made me feel awful. I've got some issues about myself anyway.. I've got vitilgo which is where I'm losing all the pigment in my skin and I don't have a lot of self confidence.
Well I have even less now. Am I really so fat and ugly that he has to look at images of porn to get his kicks. I bet when we have sex he's fantasing about these women instead of me
If there is any men out there who could give thier input I'd be grateful
This has really upset me