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[Mumto3ggb]

Hi please don’t judge. I had my first telephone consultation today she just asked me some medical questions & my reason for wanting a termination, I have my next telephone appointment Friday with a nurse and then she said my pills will be shipped same day. I’m about 5/6 weeks & im absolutely terrified I had a termination about 8/9 years ago and it was a horrible experience as some tissue got stuck in my cervix and I just kept bleeding heavily and passing clots the size of oranges back then I was around 8/9 weeks pregnant. Has anyone had a bad experience but been ok 2nd time I suffer terrible with anxiety so my mind is telling me the worst 😢

I'm bleeding and haven't had second yet! I'm shaking x

You’ll be fine it’s normal to bleed after the first try not panic take deep breaths ❤️ I’m going to start mine soon and I’m shaking too and feel like I can’t do it x

I'm stil in a state trying calm down myself let me no how you get on

You’ll be fine it’s normal I already have a lot of cramping I’ve been sobbing on and off all day x

Have you done it @Mumto3ggb x

@Relaxing2 no I can’t bring myself to do it I’ve took a cocodamal but that’s as far as I’ve got I’m just panicking x

Aww sweetie I no it's hard isn't it x

@Relaxing2 it’s awful I still haven’t done it I’m so scared x

@Relaxing2 I still haven’t taken the pills so am due to do it tomorrow but I’m cramping and bleeding already I’m actually so scared my partner is in work in the morning x

Aww bless you darling anxiety is awful isn't it hun I've got your hand here darling I'm here

@Relaxing2 it is and thank you I’m here for you today too x

Have you taken yours yet? Xx

No not yet I’m at home alone with my kids I want to take them early to get it out of the way tho have you taken yours x

@Relaxing2 No not yet I’m at home alone with my kids I want to take them early to get it out of the way tho have you taken

I was 3/4 weeks and took mine yesterday only had period like bleeding, normal bearable cramps and heartburn but no clots. It’s been 17 hours now and I’m really worried about not having clots.
My blood isn’t as heavy as it was last night

Yea @Mumto3ggb I've done mine babe and I'm just keeping my mind busy so I haven't got time to think @AlmostEng we're both here for hand hold x

Thank you @Relaxing2.
This process can be very scary.
I’m just going to go do other things so I can take my mind off this because wow it’s running at 159km/hr lol

I bet it is aswell hun I'm here for you both x

@AlmostEng I read loads on here that was really early on and sounded like yours can you call the clinic and ask for a scan to be sure everything is gone?

@Relaxing2 I’ve just had a nap didn’t sleep well last night going to try something small to eat and try force myself to do it I still have cramping from the first pill and light bleeding x

@Mumto3ggb I called them and they said it’s normal.. I have a check up on Friday so fingers crossed!

@AlmostEng aww good keep us updated

@Mumto3ggb any lovers yet? @AlmostEng I had to call last night I was worried

@Relaxing2 no my partner has just come home from work so I’m going to do them by 2/3 I just feel so sick and really don’t want to be vomiting it makes me panic how are you doing? X

@Relaxing2 I’m just after doing them I’m shaking

Hi I'm ok ish I'm having panic attacks how you feeling now? X