babys head is 4/5 does that mean its coming soon !!

[kittenbaby]

im gtting very excited

oh myjob i could hug you !! lol
i really hope so
that would b so fab

it really sort of happened by chance rather than any great plan of mine! so dont wanna take the credit really
but it would b so great if it did last

i feel great now x

i love reading our thread its like our diary isnt it lol

i cant wait for that
when are you going to start trying xmas time ?

maybe ill be able to help you for once lol

how exciting

how many posts can we make till we have to start a new thread?

next thread we will def call kitten/myjob
hehe

ive been thinking about you training to become a mw i really do think you'd be perfect for the job would you like to work in the hospital or commuinity ?

i think you would do really well esp in the home birth area as like me your for everything natural...wherever poss of course

will you do anything special when ttc like charting ?

bet you would cope really well
how do you think you woulf feel 2nd time round about everything ? more confident having experienced it before

when i got pg with dd i fely nothing but sheer joy and happiness
now due to my experience and trumatic after birth op
to be honest i would feel terror
although it would be a v different experienc alround 2nd time

ive just realised i still have told u my full birth story have i

funny thing is with me i feel the oppisite
think id cope fairly well with two but the thought of another pregnancy and another op scares the hell outta me as i will have to have a cs next time
which is gutting as the only thing that i felt went really well was the birth
i found the pregnancy quite tough
and op after the birth after very difficult
the recover after the op very difficult
and they thing that i did feel went well and im proud of myself for doing so well in was labour
which is the one thing that i wouldnt be repeating

myjob i really think youd cope great with two

it is to me too

but its either that or risk becoming doulble incontinent and/or colostomy bag
thats so depressing

im gonna be under a gyne/colorectal specialist for a year

i just want to to be over now[gutted]

im dreading dreading going to the hospital
o=i dont know if i can go though with it to be honest

was advised by the surgeon that did the repair op
" you must hav a cs for any future children"

and also gp

gp said this takes MONTHS to recover from

im still v sore
kinda feels a bit like my insides are gonna fall out a bit

ive only ever wanted either 1 or two
so im not really sure dont fancy being sliced up

well on a more positiv tone only really aimed to bf for a wek so dd could get all the colostrum
thn my target moved to two weeks then three then six then eight
well its eight weeks tomorrow so need a new target

dont like to set the target to high though incase i dont get there and i dont want to feel dissapointed in anyway as im so happy and proud of what ive achived with bf