Mweh, a mess of my own making. it will sort. just going to have to figure out what i really want. it really took me by surprise today. you think you know someone and they surprise you.
Ds not longer being anaphlatic to milk and passing all his tests so can now eat dairy is worth celebrating - if i wasnt off my head on meds. I am suitably dosed for the evening and just have to stay out of trouble. 
have you had another go shiney or given up as he roused?