Thank you, I do really love my house, just wish it was sound proof (awful neighbours, actually whole streets pretty horrible) and I could come and go by teleporting! 
we moved here thinking we'd stay but dps signed off work until new year (knee and hip ops) so savings gobbled up by that, which ofc co-insided perfectly with the much wanted bfp we'd decided to put on hold, but ah well, it all sounds shite but were actually quite happy, so new baby, house and he's hoping to change jobs instead of going back to his current one (builder, not great for a guy with two gammy hips/knees and one bad ankle) bless my broken man, he's a mean cook and does all the washing so maybe I should swap with him haha!
Really glad you don't think I'm awful, I was anxious about letting them but I have such fond memorys of being in his tractor and since my dad was never around my Grandads important to me, and I'm very aware of the fact that he won't be a farmer forever! Plus dd squealed and wouldn't leave the tractor at the fete alone so I had to get them over to him!
Anyone enough of my, very dull, life story.
I have ds home until thurs, and no plans, well I have my GTT test at 8.40 on wed, woo, a nice 30min drive to get there might cave and hit soft play!