d`y ever wonder why God made man?

[triplets]

So whats up with your tonight Shabs? Maybe he`s got a whiff of the ginger pig:o
I suppose God got it right sometimes for example
Colin Firth
Robmeister
Philip Glenister

feel free to add yours:)
Hope you all find us.........Kale Nits xx
ps Good luck tomorrow Shabs, do change those sheets!

FG Belated happy birthday!

All busy in the pixi house, dh away in London working again only minus a car to come home at weekends now (wrote it off in an accident in early jan) . Trying to keep to tight budget so we don't see him every weekend but it's ok, so far.

My latest module has begun (still have this year and next to go) and it's horridly difficult .

I'm thinking of following in LG&T's footsteps to ww since I'll be 35 this summer and have challenged myself before then to try and lose a million stone, do the exeter Race for Life and pass my driving test (for which I have yet to start lessons) .

loads going on in the pixi house!!!! I challenge us to an Exeter meet up before Christmas

oooggs I would love that. How're you booked for halfterm . We'd be free the Mon/Tues if you fancied some driving?

We're planning to borrow a car this Saturday to take dd1/ds1 to Eden project. DD1 has been studying rainforests in class so it ties in well and only £5 for an adult annual pass with locals ID.

What about meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?Id like a meet up, Im bored here............I can cook, entertain and even juggle:o
Rubester you made me smile saying I make you laugh, there is a real me buried beneath my trappings, Shabs will tell you......you know us special lot really really should have a met up, can you imagine:) Might even get FG to fly down in her copter.......she could pick Shabs up on the way! Talking of Shabs where the hell are you.........is that the treadle of the Singer I can hear???

Nah no sewing tonight...I dont feel very well

oh nooooooooooooooo, whats the matter my mate?

Having the same nightmares every night and not hardly able to sleep. Having panic attacks even though Im on beta blockers to stop them. Just feel exhausted and miserable.

Oh Shabs, its constant stress and worry, you have had a lifetime of it. God I wish I would win that lottery, the first thing I`d do is buy you a villa in Faliraki and a pair of nipple tassles..............did that make you smile:)
Love you lots and hate to see you down...kale nits my dear one xxxx

Morning girls xx

at Trips. xx

pixi - I can do mon or tues in half term!!!! I will come up, will message you on fb.

DS1 is studying rainforests as well (Y2) they are doing a school trip to Eden on 9th March

Rubester - The only problem with seeing my GP is that he cant do anything. He cant bring back the boys. Thats when my life spiralled out of control. Following 2 small coffins down two church aisles was the day that the old Shabba ceased to exist. I make the most stupid decisions about things, I hold everything in tight because it is too scary to let even the tiniest piece 'go.'

I want to run away, on my own, BUT where do I go, and what money do I use to run, and the worst part who would love Tom like I do? I am stuck in a 20ft deep rut and there is, quite simply, no escape.

Not felt quite so down for many years. I just want somebody else to be the strong one, but as the mighty Jeremy Kyle always says - people only treat us the way we allow them to.....

Going to pick Lew up - he will sort my head out for a few hours!!

Its good to hear other peoples views. I would never leave Tom just with his Dad. I couldn't do that to him because I love him too much. I have a head full of pinkfrogs!! However, I wont do anything about it...because there is nothing that I can do about it without hurting people I love. Will simply slap my own face, head up, shoulders back and smile pinned on - as usual. Sometimes it all crashes down on my head but I have got back up and carried on before and I will do this time.

Thanks everybody for allowing me to wallow and rant.

Shabs.......our lives are never going to be the same, we both know that. Mine is different to yours in other ways, I dont have the real financial worry you have, I could always do with more but we are ok. Its such a shame you cannot do something outside of the house, something for you. Are you not allowed to have a small job? You were in the pub trade, no chance of a job in that direction, you are such a socialable person, and a good listener, people to talk to? Oh gawd I wish I could do something, I wish we could both have our boys back, but sadly we cant, hopefully one day we will all be together. Till then there is still you, you who have so much life in her, so much to give, lets find a way out.......xxx

Its too quiet on here.........where are you all? Long for the old days, Momma, Mars, FG, LG&T, etc etc..............and Shabs been thinking about you all night........please pop in, wear your face that you keep in a jar by the door if you must, but remember we all love you and care xxx

Thank you Trips - see there's my face.....just watching 'My big fat gypsy wedding' - how the farkin' hell do they have so much money???? This is a strange world we live in.

Meant to reply to you before Trips - sorry. Whatever money we earn is taken from our housing benefit. We are stuck in the middle of a benefit system. I would have to work full time to be just slightly better off. No jobs are cash in hand anymore and, anyway, its illegal. DH has worked since before he was 15 and I worked for over 30 years. Didn't think we would ever be in this mess. Need you to find that smelly kipper and slap me round the mush please Trips

Thats better Shabs, get that bunting sold, need to start seeing some samples, I could get you some customers!

Night Rubester

Will certainly try to my friend xxx

Morning girls xx

Anybody ever flown with Ryanair?

Hotel owners just emailed me to say they are doing flights from Liverpool to Rhodes from April this year. Just had a quick look at the flights and even with all the add on stuff they are half the price of any other airline. Its wonderful but also worrying

Me Shabs.............well missed the flight out to France due to road accident, got aon a plane to Nice taking us 4 hours away from original destination! Spent 2 nights with our friends, back to Pau airport for our return flight to Stansted with Ryanair, plane was on time at 4pm. Boarded.........sat for over an hour.......they couldn`t close the rear door! Chucked off, spent 9 hours in the lounge awaiting another plane to come over from Dublin!! My first and only experience. I have to say though in all honesty lots of my friends fly with them all the time and have no problems, and yes, their flights are very cheap, even with the add ons. So when are we off???