Did you see me waving was?! 
I'm here. Sorry I've been rubbish.
It's since I got this iPad mini for crimbo (because I dropped the laptop and made it go breaky)
It's harder to check the thread..but not much I'm just lazy!
I think also I'm just a bit caught up in things at the moment.
Stressed every month hoping hoping, then being disappointed.
Have had some basic tests ad examinations, and there is nothing obviously wrong with me.
So...?
We have decided to keep trying until Xmas and then give up...it makes me too sad.
Plus Hope's anniversary is coming up, immissing my family and friends, we're worried about money and finding a house,
so I'm just feeling a bit overwhelmed by everything I think!
Christ, what a frigging moaner I am, eh?!
On the plus, really enjoying waiheke, kids are all very happy, I have made 2 really great friends who I've clicked with straight away (they are daft like me
) dh is enjoying work, and so life for everyone is pretty good.
Hope everyone is alright and bugs, PILS and sleep depravation are soon gone! (Unless you like your pils justa!)