Im sorry things are bad for you ghengis ,I have been there and feel sympathy for you being in the thick of it right now.
Im HOPEFULLY coming to the tail end of my PND. but I suffered terrible panic attacks with convuslions so Ive been rushed to the mental unit several times.
As you may know I beleieve in spsiritual energy and working with visualisation to increase your positive side. I have a foot in both camps(as my doctor calls it!!!) , the tradiitonal based medicines and other holistic therapies. My doctor feels that anything I can do to help releive tension and muscle spasm from the convulsions are beneficial alongside any mental / phsyche therapy. He said that if one can afford it any treatment like ; indian head massage, cranial ost , aromatherapy and ,many more are very very beneficial in these circimstances. Its just a shame its not more recognised as an NHS treatment. I am currently having hypnotherapy (which improves the impact of visulisation tremendousley),alongside 30mg of citalopram. Its is working as I can now stop panic attacks after a couple of minutes, if that . Ive had a about 10 sessions as CBT was not available in my local area. I agree that counselling is too much talking and not enough action or tools if any are given in that to help with day to day. I think support in dealing with the emotions and negativity (or talking down to yourself in the head), has great benefits, as I dont think we can change the essance of who we are , but we can improve on how we see things. Mrs Jingles that is wonderful you have reflexology on NHS thorugh the mental health unit. I wonder why they didnt provide that for me too !!!
With regards to homeopathy is that it has to match your depression and personality type to work, every depression is different and can be manic and nervous energy inducing or make you morose quiet and slow. Luckily some can be right and happen to work , but I would always prefer to have someone do a consultation on me first to tailor the right one, espeically in financial sense, as they can be costly to experiment with. the other thing with taking ads and homeopathy tablets is that they can fight against each other as you cant take st johns wort on ads.
Good luck, I will check back to see how your doing. melsy xx