LIGHTen up!

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Hello, I'm Mouse

This is a thread for those who want to lose weight, keep weight off, get fitter and talk about cheese and chocolate healthy eating.

No rules, just join in, We won't bite.

Unless you ask very nicely!

Time for bed here. MrM has a cough, bid him a fond fairwell!!!

Night lovelies. Thank you for your company again today. xxx

What, me? Sadly it's true.

Hmm, let's see the only emotion I can feel atm is rage.

So I am totally diinterested in the stuff he does right, though I force myself to sound interested.

As soon as he starts with his rubbish I just blow up at him, totally out of proportion.

You know how I said a while ago it felt like I was walking on eggshells? I have the horrible feeling that is how he feels right now.

you're feeling bad, you know it's not right, so you are seeing the docs to get help - that's what a good mother does. x

I have only had a glass, I have a cup of tea.

Night x

Night double.

Don't forget DS has had a lot of tough months.

Which makes it even worse.

Bitter, can I recommend you talk to Winstons Wish? A child grief counselling service. DS's grief was extraordinary and they were great and hey to a lot of his problems. I missed a lot of obvious pointers and he suffered a lot but his grief manifested itself in some extraordinary ways.

Will try to find time to explain more later they are here.

You will be fine because as others say you care enough to try to sort it out. I struggled to like DS sometimes and I think he knew which did make him worse , but used the guilt to motivate me to DO something for him. He's doing OK..

Morning all. xx

Morning. I have an appointment at 11.30.

It's a GP I've not seen before, bur maybe that's a good thing.

Morning lovelies.

Bitter - I hope you get an appointment today. xx

Hey SAF and Mittz. Morning Alice, UNO and 100 and anyone else out there.

DS let me have a whole 3 unbroken hours last night before he woke. Then I couldn't get back to sleep. I could cry. My head was whirling and going round and round in circles.

Another day of lots of coffee.

Mwah's for those who want them.

X posted, great news Bitter. My doc I saw didn't 'know' me which I found easier.

SAF - brilliant post

MrM works so I try to let him sleep. Plus he doesn't hear Nemo as much as I do. I'm super tuned into him due to his medical needs.

Sometimes I wait to see if he'll get up and he doesn't.

I'll have a lie in on Sunday. Til Monday I think!

DD's new bike is still not here. 2 working days my arse Tesco Direct!!! Just sent another email to them. And I have to do the online shop with them today.

Wish me luck that the webiste loads!

More coffee.

yo everyone

bitter - good luck poppet, i went on wed and it was just what i needed to do so here's hoping you get the same result (a dr that listens, understands and cares) []

Hello again, DH has seen the doctor I have an appointment with. He says she is very much of the opinion that everybody needs a leg up now and again to get them back on track. So that sounds hopeful.

As this is a healthy eating thread I shouldn't mention DH has gone out to get us a McDonalds breakfast, should I?