When you know you have hit the self destruct button

[LittleMarshmallow]

How do you stop?

Hi LittleMarshmallow just wondering how you are doing...

Did you manage to rearrange your date? Hope so, sounds exciting!

How are things, have you seen the HV / SW again?
x

I am okish am feeling really down, but I have ds back who slept next to me last night and keeps telling me over and over again that he missed me and loves me so I have my reason to hang on again.

I haven't heard from either the cpn / hv / sw at all. The last time I spoke to any of them was Thursday and that was the cpn. My uni counsellor has written a letter for my gp asking for them to refer me to physiologist (sp?) for them to sort my medication out which she hopes will mean I get actual medication without the previous nonsense I have had.

That's lovely about your DS, he sounds like a really special little boy

Bad that no-one's been in contact. Sounds like your uni counsellor is helping though. She's right, they need to sort you out some proper medication to help you out.

Sorry you are feeling so down. Don't give up!

LM your DS sounds lovely.

Thank you both of you. You are right he is lovely but I am biased as his mum I am just dreading Thursday and Friday as they will be very hard days to get through added to it I have the GP Thursday and need to take ds to the dietician which is where both the HV and CPN work

Just an update, I saw my GP today who actually listened and has given me sleeping tablets because she forgot I had been having trouble sleeping. So that is a big step forward for just now.

Although on the way home I got a very odd voicemail from the cpn on my mobile stating that both her and hv are coming to see me saturday morning despite repeated requests for me not to see them together. I then got home and got a different voicemail on the house phone. odd