feeling a bit sorry for myself today. sorry

[Titania]

ds1 at home from school with temperature and headache. had a row with H last night. the dog was sick all over the floor this morning. im trying to lose weight but seem to be stuck. im still grieving for my lost baby. Ive still got the curtains closed. Dont want the neighbours to see in. Was supposed to be going to counselling later but can't go now ds1 is home ill.

Sorry. Rant over....

curling up in your bed is a good idea and maybe a treat too!!!
Yucky weather makes you feel yucky! We were going to a farm today but little one fell asleep before we got wellies on!!!!

ds2 had a sleep. dd and ds2 carried on watching the video. i cleaned the kitchen while i had the chance. i felt better for getting it done.

tommorrow is another day!!!!
off to feed ds4 now!!!

feela bit hurt T I would have come over if you had 'phoned for a couple of hours - like I've said before if u need support ask but please don't say no-one from MN is close because I am sure people realise that I am and must think I am really mean to not help- hope you feel better looking forward to meet up in hols

Well done, Gotcha, make her feel even worse

Make that Gothi

think T was saying no family around!

gothic hun. im sorry. i just know how busy you are and i know you said that dd wasnt very well so i didnt want to be bothering you. really sorry. Didnt mean to upset you.....god ive put my foot in it...again

Titters, you havent put your foot in it at all. Dont let anyone make you feel bad about not picking up the phone. There are some days when we are so low that even a mate wont do. You sound like you may need a little 'ME' time. See how you go tomorrow.

well have done all the housework. Just waiting for ds2 to settle then i am going to go have a soak in the bath with my new book!! something ive not done for years!!! lol

Good fer you. enjoy. nighty night. x

ran out of hot water so bath was only lukewarm Oh well!!

ds1 has gone to school today. was supposed to be dds nursery picnic today but its been postponed cos its pouring with rain here. should be tomorrow. shes gone to nursery anyway. ds2 has taken himself off to bed.....so im trying to just get a few things done then have an hour to myself before i have to go get dd at 11.20.

Had another row with H last night. I ended up just going to bed cos I couldn't be bothered to fight.

Feel a little better today. Just very very tired now.

oh no!!!!

im feeling better this afternoon. Have just spent an hour and a half on the phone to spacecadet!!!

Have had a lazy afternoon so far......am just going to watch the last half an hour of cinderella with dd before i do the school run.

ds2 is still asleep. he did stir before but has gone off again......

how are you all today?