feeling a bit sorry for myself today. sorry

[Titania]

ds1 at home from school with temperature and headache. had a row with H last night. the dog was sick all over the floor this morning. im trying to lose weight but seem to be stuck. im still grieving for my lost baby. Ive still got the curtains closed. Dont want the neighbours to see in. Was supposed to be going to counselling later but can't go now ds1 is home ill.

Sorry. Rant over....

take a deep breath and have a cuppa!! I have done nothing all day. Feel fed up! Fell out with eldest last night shouted at H this morning!!
Went to a funeral yesterday it was the anniversary of my Dads funeral! I feel I have to be strong for the world sometimes but no one seems to think I need the support sometimes!
We all get down sometimes. At least we recognise it!!

sorry you are feeling down too x x x x

Nip to the shop and buy a trashy mag, come back, stick a film on for ds and like M said sit down and have a cuppa.

Keep your chin up T, you seem to be doing really well atm

cant get out the house....ds seems to be getting worse now....

hope ds feels better soon. I have tried to pull myself together. hoovered the lounge carpet and had a jam sandwich!!!! not healthy no good for diet but great comfort food!!! Its almost time for the school run!!!!!

i ended up calling the doctor out cos ds1 got a rash all over. he got really hysterical when i tried to go near him and hallucinating. it was so scary. the doctor came and said he has got bad tonsilitis and a virus. sigh.

can i go to bed yet please?

poor you! Is there anyone there to help you?
Is DS dosed up now? Keep an eye on him,but snuggle up together on the sofa and well you could nod off!!!!

MIL went and got the antibiotics for me....but she was pbviously not happy that i asked her. DS has just eaten some toast now. lol

I could sleep for a week now....

Hope he falls asleep soon. mil are funny always say will help but make you feel inadequate for asking!!
Try put your feet up. Take away for tea!!!

talking of tea..better go get my brood fed.
good luck

ds1 has been up all night. sweating and crying. He finally settles about 4am. He has now got up and acting like theres nothing wrong why do kids seem to get over things so quickly?? Last night and yesterday he was so poorly.....I feel a fraud having kept him at home today! I can barely keep my eyes open. Feel rotten

hi Titania! Sorry you had such a bad night! I think its akways best to have them home till they are 100% but as you say they bounce back so fast! Will mil have him for a couple of hours so you can get some sleep?

no she is at work. FIL is in bed cos he works nights. and SIL is going out.

so you are on your own then? cant sil put it off for a couple of hours?!!
Do you live near me...I will have him!!!!

yes i am on my own. SIL has already left now. Im in shropshire. Dont seem to be anywhere near anyone on MN....

oh I am sorry
In Yorkshire!!
Shropshire is lovely though! will he sit infront of telly while you put your feet up?
How old is he? Could you play doctors and tou be the patient!!!!

Titters,
Put his favourite video on, give him a drink and a biscuit and let him sit by the tv for an hour whilst you pop your feet up on sofa and have a power nap.

great minds mandy!

we dont have to be perfect mums all the time. A video is just fine!

am fed up............fed up fed up fed up.......

Oh dear, You need to have a nice bath and take little un out to lunch somewhere. It will make you feel like you have done something today.

would but its pouring down with rain......

am sorry you are fed up you have had a lot to go through recently - of the suggestins mentined already - what are you taking on board to do to cheer yourself up?

think positive instead of negative. so its raining use an umbrella. getting out will really make yo feel better and will give you something to do

the kids are watching oliver at the moment. ds1 is half asleep on the sofa now. ds2 is rubbing his eyes.....might go and curl up together on my bed and watch a dvd up there instead...