I am so so so sorry sweetheart.......I have text but it all went to hell here with costumes and the dance teacher turning up with probs!!!!
I hope you are ok now and with someone and that your mum is with you. remember how loved you are, by me, your mum, J especially, and your friends.
I am here with love and strength in spirit right now, but have got to run again..........got a back treament for me, money to collect, and scout run to do.
I will be back online at 10ish.......as close to poss as that at least.
remember, you are loved, and none of this is your fault. you are ok to feel like this, but you should carry no shame what-so-ever.
love you dearly sweetheart.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx