feeling kind of dodgy - anyone around?

[naswm]

that's it really

wish I was drunk - I am not
wish I didnt have so much going around my head - I do
wish I was asleep, or dead - I am not
wish I didnt keep wishing - I am

not sure how to deal with this

talk to your mn mates?
go to bed?
phone samaritans?

what sort of dodgy?

are you on your own naswm?

hello

talking here is good

not sure samaritans good idea atm, but I know the number by heart if I do

dodgy as in disturbed, mentally

right naswm let me give you the best advice i ever ahd whilst feeling like this particulalry at bed time.

You need sleep, it will help you through tomorrow. But presumably you have so much going on in your head you don't possibly think you can switch off...if this is the case then please go to bed, turn the radio on, listen to talksport or radio 5, topical debate etc.

Not trying to downplay how you feel but wnated to give you some practical help

dh and DSs are asleep here

Hi NASWM, sorry I havent been around much, but my laptop is at the menders so I have to rely on DHs work one!(not good)

Whats up luvvy?

I am around for a little while, cant get on to MSN (as its DH comp and its not allowed!)

Quad thanks I will try, I did but couldnt sleep so got up again. I am tyring not to take pills, cos the way I feel I want to take them all

katie - you will need to re add me to msn if we want to talk cos I deleted everyone when Iwas drunk once

naswm
just reaching out and saying hello as i understand your op. been there so to speak.
sleep tight, when you do. tomorrow is a new day.

thanks amphib (great name)

oh you poor thing.
be kind to yourself. try to get some rest. has anything helped in the past? warm bath / milky drink / boring book?
tomorrow is another day and all that...

naswm
been where you are
you need to find a way to go to sleep

tommorow will be better

don't worry about not sleeping just try something like the radio, world service is good. as are samaritans, a voice is a good thing at this time of night when you're feeling strange

x posts tr!

NASWM, when I get my laptop back I will.

Not sure I am much company as I am feeling very sorry for myself! Fell over this evening and hurt my knee - lovely bruise!

lol control

naswm, thinking of you

thanks! habbibu gave it to me

thanks everyone - I have just started a new Ian McEwan book - enduring love - maybe /I should try again. But goiong to be sober and without pills is so hard for me, and right now I just want to walk out the door and never come back. Except I have no clothes on (dont ask)

can you read something a little more pappy??

enduring love isnt nearly boring enough!

aww trinity that is just what I'd like

wish I was there to do it for you

sorry I can't be
I have to go to bed now gecko still wakes up all night

I hope you manage to feel calm and get some sleep

have to go too naswm... take care.

thansk trinity - how old is little gecko now?