the ranting room rrrrrrrrraaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh<theres swearing>

[copingvquietly]

so yesterday i wanted off this planet.hmm today however im so fucking angry with everything.first my fucking internet has been pissing me off all morning.which doesnt help matters.oh and the child decided he was going to be up in the middle of the night for two fucking hours
im tired pissed off angry but not crying so that cant be bad?ive got to go and talk about everything again tomorrow at counsellinghope this temper has gone by then.then endure another round of'yes you are a nutter' on thursday.
padded cell anyone?

not in pain anymore.not physical pain anyway.thankyou x

i havent got the energy to rant.think ill just sit here and rock.anyone want to join in.

is there a bed here that i could sleep in

sorry no bed but if you lay on the floor its padded.

that will do nicely just turn the light off please

sorry lights have to stay on.im scared of the dark
wonder if i could actually get some sleep in here.or is sleeping not allowed anymore.j seems to think that its not needed?

Have you got anyone that can come and take the little one for a few hours until you get some sleep ?

im that tired lights on is fine

social services?

tries to give gentleotter 4 children in return for a cabbage leaf

Have you got family/ friend/ neighbour that you can contact right now to ask them to help you in the next hour?

gentle otter both cvq and i are fine

GentleOtter happily looks after all the bairns and is now starting to worry about cvq and jes.

we both have teething babies at mo the idea was to rant in here to keep our sense of humour,but we have both been up all night so grumpy

x-post sorry. you sure you are both ok? you sound exhausted.

and in my house a sickness bug hence would gentleotter like four dc who can be returned once said bug is over, will pay a handsome chocolate salary for some sleep

we are as fine as you can be sleep deprived,cvq is experimenting with how much coffee keeps a soon upright as i type.

Our children have whooping cough and it is the baby's first birthday today.
We have not had proper sleep for 10 nights and I am like a robot today. Am off to knit a cake or something.

ouch whooping cough not nice, happy birthday little one.
i know the robot feeling well, hope they are better soon and sleep resumes for you

right the spoon is standing and ss are coming to get all the children

Hugs for coping (et al)

can I sceam if I do it quietly so as not to wake anyone up (ever considerate that's me)?

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no energ to rant but illjust sit her for a while ok.eveythings shit isnt it.i hung off the edge fora while lastnight.that was dfun

Everything really IS shit here cvq. The neighbouring farmer just had 7000 tons of human jobbies sprayed on his fields and we are boaking with the smell.
There is poop all over my massive line of washing....

Are you ok ?

{{{{hugs}}}}