hi i’m going through div
i had an arranged marriage 10y ag
divorce been going on almost a year in coirt
the last few months i’ve been infatuated with men online , obsessing and i think about the idea of romance and sex all day - driving cooking cleaning etc
in the past though with my ex husband i found sex painful , my thighs would hurt as im so inflexible and i never found it pleasurable
i’ve been off my meds
they either make me too hyper ( duloxetine )
or too numb ( fluoxetine)
im await f an adhd assessment in october and they said can be 10m after that to actually get meds
alot
kf the time i dissociate and feel im floating
im a single mature student studying a 4 year degree with 3 kids
i also stare at the mirror several hours watching out for wrinkles and sagging
i hate my post baby body
the men online are gonna feel so disappointed that without my push up bra they drop like 3 inches despite being DD cup
i want to stop bf but my 18m old keeps pulling my t shirt up