I’m currently a SAHM, my partner works full time and we have a good relationship. It used to be great but it’s been a bit mundane recently and there’s really nothing to look forward to.
all my life I’ve struggle with ST. I last attempted in 2021 but It all got better when I had my daughter.
Shes now 1.
I used to feel safe in my relationship, happy and healthy.
but I caught his slip ups 2-3 times over the phone and I haven’t been able to trust him since. It’s thrown what I thought was healing right into a spiral that I just can’t get out of.
I love my baby and I want to live I just can’t help but think about running from it all and never coming back. I have the sure method, I just feel like I’m waiting for a horrible day to justify the decision.
Theres a lot more going on in my life as to why I feel this way but these are the main ones. Does it ever get better?
I think I’ve been this way from about 12. I am now 23