I’m not sure why I am here. But I am close to breaking. I am already on antidepressants and have been for years. I am lonely and all alone at 37. I’m single and have no children. I have little family. I find it very difficult to share and a lot of the time feel like a wind up toy, wind me up and I’ll say what you want to hear. I have been single a long time, I would like children but realize that probably won’t happen now. I can’t cope with another thirty or forty years feeling like this. I live alone, I work full time. I spend my days off alone.