I have a history of abuse, I mentioned it in chat cos I just wanted to talk about it as I didn’t know where to post but my head is all over the place. I’m developing really bad thoughts that’s making me worry I’m turning into my abuser. These thoughts make me feel physically sick cos I know I would never be able to live with myself. Who can I talk to, I don’t wanna be judged or have people think I’m a bad person or that I’m a danger 😞