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Can’t take anymore

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DavidPavid · 04/01/2022 19:06

I can’t take anymore of this. CV and not boosted but had 3 doses primary. For all I know I have zero protection.
GP didn’t code my records properly so I should have got a priority pcr and then entitled to anti- virals but I was missed off again. GP too busy to amend notes.
There are over 200000 cases, hundreds dying each week, thousands and increasing in hospitals, those hospitals aren’t even functioning safely right now, no medical appointments, ambulances generally not available, millions isolating and millions pretty ill with so called mild covid.
Yet kids are back to school which will lead to millions of cases a day. A non functioning country… possibly no fuel, no food nothing as no workers. You don’t just get this once either - lots of people have had it multiple times.
I have zero quality of life. If I get covid I might live even without the anti virals. But it’s a matter of time before this test happens. If I get through covid, long covid beckons. After years of illness fatigue, it’s something I’m not prepared to go through again.
I’ve had sucidal thoughts for a while. Plans now made. Oh yes I tried to speak to GP - no appointments .
There is nothing to look forward to is there?

LilyMumsnet · 04/01/2022 19:18

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