To feel so incredibly alone tonight

[UndertheCedartree]

I just feel so alone. And everything feels so overwhelming. I feel it would be better for everyone if I wasn't here. I have noone I can tell how I really feel. I can't take this pain anymore. Just everything is so painful.

What do you do when you feel like this? I just want the pain to stop.

Oh I’m so sorry. You aren’t alone though. There’s heaps of us here! Would it help to talk about it?

Hi I just wanted to say you are not alone in feeling alone. I am feeling it tonight too. Maybe do something relaxing watch TV, read a book, have a bath and get to sleep early. I hope you feel better soon.

Sending hugs x

OP, please call the Samaritans -116 123

And talk to us. Tell us about yourself.
Would you like to talk it through, or have some distraction?

Hope you are ok. What do you want to talk about x

What's on your mind?

You can tell us x

We're here for you.

I'm here OP keep updating this thread - have a look at the night watch thread as well 💕

I'm joining in. You can't shock me I'm on my 3rd work related breakdown. I will understand and I'm also alone x

Oh! I just recognised you from my own unhappy thread a few weeks ago. You were so kind. Thank you again. I wish I could return the favour - do tell us what's getting you down ❤️

I just find everything so hard. I'm struggling so much at the moment.

@UndertheCedartree can you call your MH team?
I recognise your username and you are strong person. You can get through whatever is going on, but you need to talk to someone

I have Emotionally Unstable Personality Disorder and Autism and I wish I didn't because it makes everything so hard. I had a big melt down today and then some things happened with the kids this evening and I couldn't stop crying.

I understand what that's like. You can PM if you prefer by the way 🙂

Take some slow soothing breaths OP. Sorry everything feels hard at the moment. Do you want to tell us anymore about it? I see you and hear you xxx Sending virtual

@UndertheCedartree

I have Emotionally Unstable Personality Disorder and Autism and I wish I didn't because it makes everything so hard. I had a big melt down today and then some things happened with the kids this evening and I couldn't stop crying.

I bet the kids forget/recover pretty fast. I feel terrible when my dds deal with adult worries but they are more resilient than me x

Sorry, I meant I understand finding everything difficult (no experience of EUPD or autism I'm afraid).

@Wazzzzzzzup - my care co seems to be permanently off sick. I've not spoken to her since mid August. And the kids' social worker left at the end of August

What caused your meltdown today?

Hi @UndertheCedartree

Thanks for coming on here. You're not alone.

Well you aren't alone as previous posters say xx
Problem halved is a problem shared

I feel like I get everything wrong and I mess everything up. My kids deserve better than me.

Your kids need you and love you. You are their mum, no one else could replace you 🙂