I'm 30. Came out of an abusive relationship, no money, on 25k a year living in one bedroom with a toddler with a parent I tread on eggshells around. Get £40 child maintenance a week, £950 outgoing a month on childcare. I have no money, can't afford to buy a house, have loans from family court fees so can't even afford to rent. Been told the list for council housing could be years. I feel like I'm constantly worried about money, can't get my son nice things or go anywhere nice. My ex has an order of no contact from the court so I can't ever get a break. I'm starting to feel suicidal and like I'll never get out of this mess. Life is shit basically. It's so shit that I dread getting up in the morning. I'm full of regret and hate myself. I'm on anti depressants and have been waiting 6 months for counselling. I see people on here looking at houses and feel so sad because the bank can only loan me 47k on my income and with my outgoings. Someone please tell me what the point of this life is?