Just feeling crappy today :(

[nutcracker]

Had to stand and be virtually ignore by my friend talking to another friend about college this morning which i found really hard.
Don't get me wrong i am pleased my friend is doing the course as she really wants to be a midwife but she seems to be rubbing my face in it a bit.

Just feeling such a failiure today now.
Plus she was the only real friend i had round here of my age and we had college in common before, now we don't seem to have anything in common.

just wondering how things were going for you now chick.
I was thinking about you today as it is Wed, which means swimming, which as you know i HHHHAAATTTEEE. BUT, thinking of you i decided that i was not going to be pushed out any longer so i spoke to the mums which in turn made them speak to me.HAHA and they didnt like that...so im going to carry on,even if it really bugs them i dont care. They WILL talk to me whether they want to or not HA HA!I might even invade their toddler group...fun fun fun!!!!Actually they are a nice bunch of girls, the only thing is they know each other so im an outsider i suppose, i wont get to know them if i dont speak to them will i. Wish me luckxxxxx

Good for you Donbean

I am o.k today thanks, been shopping today and brought myslef a few tops which always cheers me up.

Thanks for thinking of me, that is so kind.

Good for you nc. I always find a bit of retail therapy cheers me up