I don't understand it, it always happens, every single year. Even if I have really nice cards and presents, I just get this awful paranoid feeling that no one really means it and it leaves me miserable and in tears. I look forward to the day, and by the end of it I never want to have another.
Is there anyone out there who is like this? It sounds so childish. Wish I knew why I get like it.
Almost feels like I'm angry with people. For what though??!