Not even sure how to start this.
Things have been getting worse for a while. Under the crisis team. They know I'm suicidal but don't seem concerned. Told them again today that I'm suicidal and have a plan. They said they'd ring me on Sunday.
Was talk of admission in the week but they decided not to as it would interrupt therapy and be disruptive for DCs (I'm a single parent).
Have realised that there isn't any help and there's nothing that can help me. Just need to make sure DCs are safe and then I can do what I need to do.
Have taken meds so may fall asleep soon. But will be back tomorrow.