I dont think I can do this..

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Basically - long story short - I live with my parents and my DS, 2.6.

They have gone on holiday.

I have never been alone with him (i mean for lengths of time) never slept in the house alone with him. After i split with his dad, i moved here and have not been alone before.

I;ve never lived alone either, and I cant do this.

I am scared, keep getting to the brink of panic attacks, then i am freaking myself, its getting worse. I can hardly breathe.

It is only the second night. I dont know what to do. I cant do this for two weeks.

someone please help me

Glad you're feeling better

i also lived with a young child at my parents a,after a divorce.
i also hated it when they first went away.
now im married again with a three year old and i feel this is lonelier
try to enjoy some freedom whilst they are away even if it is just a really long soak in the bath

well done for planning things so that you can get through the days. And you're right, don't even think about next week. Plenty of time for that nearer the time.