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I just want to curl up in a ball and cry cry cry cry cry

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gimmiegimmie · 02/06/2007 00:44

my health is doing my head in.
god getting so confused trying to type, want to say sooooooo much far to fast.
ive always been a ill person and recently was told to stop eating certian foods, it was ment to really help me in several areas of my health................... it seems to have made things sooooooo much worse.
cause im ill most days im a small eater, and have found out that the foods i love are the main 1's i have to stop eating.
now i have gone back to basic's and prepare foods myself and buy costly foods/ ingredients, but nothing is filling me up im constantly hungry.
but whats really getting me is im trying to b sooo verry good but i seem to slip up most days - but its not my fault - honest
take today........
breakfast - toast (with my secial bread & alt to butter)
Lunch - toasted sandwich with ham (again my secial bread & alt to butter)
dinner - steak, jacket potato, salad, special gravey, mushrooms.
evening snack - special muffin, special backwel tart, 2 little maoam sweets.

well 1/2 hr after the snacks was ill (pains in tummy, really bad 'no2', nearly passed out)
i have eaten all the above b4 but the 2 maoam sweets - but i read the ingredients and they r ment to b fine

so once again i have got no goodness from my dinner AGAIN
im v small as it is - and since starting this bloody thing ive lost more weight

i want to continue as im am having more good days then bad days which was the complete opposite b4 ( a good day once in a blue moon - honest)

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gimmiegimmie · 02/06/2007 00:47

but my bad days r sooooooo much worse than b4.
its really starting to get me down
im starting to feel scared to eat - which i know is bad bad bad but i cant help it

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Wotz · 02/06/2007 00:48

couldn't go to bed without saying

no real words of any use, sorry, get some sleep.

gimmiegimmie · 02/06/2007 00:55

god i need a really big long hug.

Thank you xx

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Wotz · 02/06/2007 00:57
talcy0 · 02/06/2007 00:59

More tlc from here for you.

Sorry you're having a bad time, hope someone can offer you some advice on this thread

gimmiegimmie · 02/06/2007 01:00

thanks ur a sweety xxx

gonna start locking up/ last min tyding up etc then will go to bed

xxxxxxxxxxx

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Wotz · 02/06/2007 01:01

good idea, see you another day and get some sleep tonight...

talcy0 · 02/06/2007 01:02

Night!
Hope you feel more able to cope with it in the am. x

gimmiegimmie · 02/06/2007 01:05

please wish me luck for tomorrow im out all day visiting family but will b travelling a few hrs there then back again on the busses. i am gonna hardly eat tomorrow - cant b like this out and about, i have a DD of 2 to think about.

any1 got a tissue, man i bloody hate my health

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gimmiegimmie · 02/06/2007 01:06

i just want to scream and cry

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talcy0 · 02/06/2007 01:08

Good luck xx

will re visit this thread to see how you get on.

Take care

talcy0 · 02/06/2007 01:10

Sorry x threads, try and get a good sleep.

You may feel less anxious in the morn.

gimmiegimmie · 02/06/2007 01:18

if i can make it to sunday with out being ill again i'll b a little happier then i'll take it day by day then

cant see it happening though - well unless i only eat special pasta & bread, plain chicken, plain fish & potatos erm thats about it really - the alts are either far to yucky to eat or affect me aswell

i really wish i could just dissapear, i love my DD but man its doing my head in (not being a mum , this stupid food stuff)

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UCM · 02/06/2007 01:18

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gimmiegimmie · 02/06/2007 01:33

you do not know me

and i must say i am NOT fat

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ScottishMummy · 02/06/2007 01:42

gimmiegimmie - dont know what to say except thinking about you
hope things improve

talcy0 · 02/06/2007 10:07

Awake now gimmie,and much more sober!

So, what's going on with your tummy?

Do you have a diagnosis?

themildmanneredjanitor · 02/06/2007 10:11

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lulumama · 02/06/2007 10:17

do you have IBS or IBD? coeliacs?

and sort of diagnosis?

very limited diet, with no fruit as TMMJ as said

any medication?

talcy0 · 02/06/2007 10:20
lulumama · 02/06/2007 10:21

morning talcy, my lovely, how are you??

sober??

talcy0 · 02/06/2007 10:22

hope gimmee comes back..

gimmiegimmie · 02/06/2007 21:10

Hi guys, not long been in and so far so good - not been ill today so far.

Ok r u ready, sitting down, i have -

IBS
LBS
Endometreosis
coeliac
and finaly Epilepsy

The no wheat / dairy / gluten is ment to also help with the pains from endometreosis.

On pills for epilepsy - cant have any alcohol at all, even medician containing even the smallest amount.

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talcy0 · 02/06/2007 21:15

Blimey! no wonder you are fed up!!!
I don't know enough about any of these conditions to offer safe advice.....i do hope someone can give you a bit of moral support....

awful for you x