I have some big exam work exams coming up (two days) and I'm scared, really scared, I will be fired if I fail and I'm looking at the questions and it's just not working. I know the answer is to keep at it but all I can see ahead of me is being dropped from a grad scheme I have worked really hard for. It's good money and all I can see is negativity ahead, I don't know what else I can do.
I suffer from anxiety and my work have been understanding and let me drop the number of exams I'm taking this session. However I said I would go ahead with one. I'm panicking though and considering doing something rash 
I feel like i might overdose or something, i don't know if it's a really messed up way of procrastinating or what, I just can't see s way out