Wish I was dead id b better off

[Lonelybunny]

Health anxiety is a b now it's the lump/cyst on my arm is cancerous I'm done with this shit I'm better off dead then with all this worry I just can't take anymore, we only get one life and no point spending mine like this

Glad you are feeling a bit better. I always found the evenings the worst though so if you are feeling more down now than you were this morning then don't worry - it is normal.
CBT is fantastic, your GP can refer you. Have a chat with your health visitor too - mine invited me along to a PND support group and it was fantastic, really helped me. Most areas have something similar in place so it'll be worth asking.

Just wondering how you are doing?

Well a bit calmer , still scared of lump on arm but I'm not panicking as such and i laughed and smiled with the kids. Lot today :) I love them so much . Just wish the lump would pee off and leave me alone !