This is a very sensitive subject but I'm not in love with my husband. I love him and care for him like I would do my brother or dear friend but I don't want him to touch me or kiss me - it feels awful.
We broke up for 3 years and we are now back together as I wanted it for our children but Im back with the ick and it's an awful feeling.
I don't know what to do.
I was worried I didn't fancy anyone anymore but I went to my male friends house this evening to drop off a Xmas present and we ended up kissing and having sex.
Please no judgement I feel really bad right now
Help!