Definitely not too much Em.
It’s a shame it’s hanging over you at Christmas Unescorted, but I’m glad you are philosophical for now, nothing is going to change over the next couple of weeks so hopefully you can shelve the thoughts for now and enjoy your break.
Today has been expensive. I went to make gingerbread, found I was out of treacle, went to sainsbos, spent £90. Stocked up a bit on wine, which made quite a dent in that. Also naice gin to take to PIls, and fruit for kids, and baking ingredients and more Lindor . Still, ouch.
I have had a very frustrating day looking for my sisters’ Christmas gift, bought a good 2-3 months ago. I have literally turned out all of the huge built-in cupboards in 3 of the bedrooms and... nowt. Then I just had a ‘moment’ and looked in the nappy stash cupboard. And there it was - a bag with the missing gifts. I have wasted so much time today! 