From a junior doctor in a London Hospital. Name removed for reasons of privacy.
I had never cried at work before this week. I have now broken that multiple times. What is happening is terrifying.
Senior doctors, who are usually the ones providing calmness, look terrified. The numbers we are seeing, the young ages we are seeing and the speeds that they deteriorate are terrifying. This is killing people in their 40s, 50s, 60s.
A patient, who was not on oxygen and smiled as I talked to them about the weather yesterday, is now dead.
Relatives can’t come and visit due to infection risk. So patients are dying completely alone and scared.
Government ministers have said repeatedly that the NHS is prepared for this. That is a sick joke. This government has continually ravaged the NHS so that it can barely drag itself through winter.
• There is a complete lack of appropriate protective equipment in many hospitals including my own.
• People are using protective glasses from DIY shops or donated from local schools.
• We have HALF the number of ICU beds per capita as Italy. Italy currently has greater than 10% mortality in affected cases. That is NOT a good sign for us.
• We are already having to ration ventilators and high flow oxygen devices and are basically having to pick who has the best chance of living when thinking of this equipment.
• Lots of people who needed it have not been able to have life saving equipment because we simply don’t have enough. This means they will likely die.
It is also terrifying that this is predicted to be only the very start. The peak is estimated for 2-3 weeks time.
We already have huge staff shortages because people are dropping like flies. Some of these staff may well never come back.
Other staff are working every day they can to plug the gaps. Some have collapsed at work due to exhaustion. What happens when these staff also get sick?
And what makes me so ANGRY is that all of this was preventable.
• A report back in 2012 highlighted inadequate ICU beds and specialist equipment in the NHS and OUR GOVERNMENT DID NOTHING
• Another report in 2017 said we did not have adequate protective equipment in case of a flu pandemic but the GOVERNMENT DECIDED IT WAS TOO EXPENSIVE TO BUY IT
• In January, when the cases were spreading in China we had warning, we could see this would be an absolute disaster and THE GOVERNMENT DID NOTHING. No preparation, no purchasing of equipment.
• When it arrived in Italy, and people were dying in droves, THE GOVERNMENT DID NOTHING
• Eventually, after we had almost 1000 cases, our moronic PM mumbled some vague suggestions on national TV shortly after saying that he would still be seeing his mother on Mother’s Day and after his 79 year old father appeared on This Morning telling everyone they should still go to the pub if needed.
This isn’t funny it should be CRIMINAL. This complete pigheaded “Britishness” and the “keep calm and carry on” attitude has directly led to deaths and will lead to countless more.
I don’t blame the public at all for not listening at first after the media and the politicians downplayed the situation for nearly 2 months.
OUR GOVERNMENT HAS COMPLETELY AND UTTERLY FAILED US DID NOTHING and they were always going to. They made their allegiances very clear early on during this pandemic: that the economy is more important than lives. Lives are clearly cheap and the Tories are now showing us how little they value each and every one of ours.
For god's sake! Can we take this seriously?? Because it is!!!!