TTC after miscarriage - April 2020 part 2

[Ejb86]

I've created us all another thread as we filled the last one!

@mommybear05 I had no idea how long I'd feed for. I never thought I'm definitely going to bf, once he was born though, all I wanted was to get bf right. Every time he woke in the hospital i buzzed for the midwives to check we had got the latch right.

He's already asked more today than he did yesterday and has been difficult to distract!

@Hayleylou89 ah I see what you mean . The back pain eased a bit already after paracetamol and one of my antibiotic tablets so may be easing it already if it is the infection. So it probably is symptoms from an infection and I'm symptom spotting for pg 🙄 sorry your test was not a BFP 😓 but I hope you relax now and next month is your month if it's not to be this month 🌈💞 I also hope to not be joining the may bus but I'm not very hopeful ... ill keep you posted x x weve not had any BFPs in this thread have we ?? 😶😥 hopefully we get one before the end of april !
Is there many more ladies waiting for AF /testing in April? Xx

Yeah who else in this thread is waiting to test .. come on we need atleast one bfp in here 🤞🏻 xx

@Renna when r u going to test next? I feel so fed up today 😔 bound to though... would just rather AF arrive now rather than taunt me x x

I'm still waiting to test, had a vvvfl on a frer yesterday but not convinced. Feeling less positive by the day, really hope I don't have to join the may thread 😔

@francis05 ahh did you!! Have u not tested today? Xx

@Hayleylou89 how many dpo are you now? Did you use fmu?

@Hayleylou89 AF due Sunday according to femometer app and CB app but I have had cycles pre MC which could mean AF due Monday too . So I'll either test Sunday or Monday if AF is a no show.
I felt fed up the other day when I got BFN on IC. So kinda want to avoid feeling like that. I feel like when I'm just waiting for AF I can go through each day thinking theres some hope whilst I wait. If I test and get a BFN just waiting each day for AF to show itd get me down as I know I have to wait like 3 days yet for her to even arrive . Not testing gives me little bit of hope of these days that pass ! Xx

@francis05 I hope you dont have to either xx would love to see you get a BFP x do you have any symptoms of pg or af ? Why you not positive?

I think @Bellabubble still waiting for AF / testing too ? Xx

@Renna I'm just having one of those days today. I feel if it's a bfn tomorrow or for the next few days I'm going to have to come to terms that im not pregnant and wait for af, but then have no idea when she will come... On CD31 today.

Was getting loads ow thick white cm earlier but just had another check and has a brown twinge to it (also had this Tues) and cervix is quite low.

Lower belly seems quite bloated but that could be my lockdown diet. Problem is I've not had af since coming off the pill in Sept so have no idea what pms symptoms I get!! Xxx

@francis05 ah I see what you mean its hard for you as you dont know what to expect with your cycle , when to expect AF and the symptoms to look for xx its frustrating. Probably good idea to wait a day or 2 then see how you're feeling if still no AF then test again? I know what you mean about seeing BFN and then just feel like you're waiting . I really struggle with it I think xx I hope you get some answers asap though whether it's a BFP or AF allowing you to start a fresh and feel like you can get to know your cycle going forward xx

@Renna I know i wish i hadnt tested now but it was driving me mad not knowing too xx

@francis05 yeah well i did a fmu cheapy and it was bfn and decided i would save fmu in a sample cup incase i wanted to do an frer and then test with frer later but also bfn xx
Im 13 dpo today and no sign of AF atall normally today is the longest of ym cycles except last month being the first cycle after my loss was a day longer than my longest x but i dnt actually feel like shes coming only for the fact my temp dropped on my thermometer x

I literally can't stop staring at my frer that has a vvfl on, I should really chuck it away!
Got some frer's & cb's coming this eve so will test again using fmu.
Feel like it has really consumed me today 😔 xx

I feel u @francis05 i kept staring at mine took it apart and nothing atall... can u post a pic or have u already (sorry if u have). Xx

I took mine apart too but made no difference 🙈 I posted it yesterday morning, think there were mixed reviews on whether a line could be seen. Would upload again but have to log onto the laptop and if I'm honest that's just too much effort right now 😂

@francis05 yeah just scrolled down and i do see it on the middle image xx i think ull get a darker line fmu tomorrow what dpo will u be by then? Xx

@Hayleylou89 no idea! Going off what I think was ib in Jan I had this at 9dpo then the bpf at 12dpo, so if its the same this month I will be 12dpo again tomorrow.
But could be way off as been having ewcm, cramps etc since 02/04 xx

@Hayleylou89 @Renna I'll probably be testing right at the very end of the month if AF hasn't caught up with me. CD28 would be on the 29th, not had a cycle longer than 28 days since losing the girls.

@francis05 ahh ok fingers crossed for u 🙏🙏 xx

@Ejb86 ...not long to go and ur sensible not testing until the end of month xx

@Hayleylou89 have posted a couple of times on this thread earlier on and keeping up with everyone’s stories. I’m so sorry to hear about what you went through.

I’m CD29 today and AF usually arrives around CD31-33. I haven’t done a test yet as was holding out until after the weekend but started getting some cramps this afternoon 😕. Don’t think it will be for implantation. Really wanted to be a BFP success story this month. X

Hey ladies! @Hayleylou89 sorry about your meeting!
@francis05 hopefully you’ll get your BFP tomorrow!

I did an IC and got a BFN so will test again tomorrow with FMU. TMI buuuuutttt I’ve had very dark brown discharge today, way darker than what it has been over the last week. I was v nauseous last night due to my husbands vape flavour and it usually doesn’t bother me! And the constant peeing is back - it’s killing me! I may be overthinking things lol but Ramadan starts tomorrow so that should keep me busy & my mind off it for a while.

How we all holding up? xxxx

@Wishingfornumber2 really hope them cramps are pg related cramps and not AF x x uv done well not testing upto now x

@Niisa where are u upto in ur cycle? Xx. Fingers cross for ur bfp soon x

@Hayleylou89 CD28 - MC was CD1. Usually have 28 day cycles but not sure how long this one will be. According to app I’m 16dpo but I hadn’t tested (at that point) for a negative pg after MC so could have been falsely ovulating lol
Also I didn’t get a smiley face on the supposed day of ov - but got a smiley face 2 days before and the day after. Hella confused loool

@Renna yeh still waiting for AF/testing! Day 3 of very light spotting 🙄 no enough for a pant liner even - so no idea what my body is up to!! Am CD26 so due AF anywhen from tomorrow to Sunday - and currently 13 DPO - bodies are so darned confusing!!

@Niisa thank you!! Just had my frer's & cb's delivered, going to wait until tomorrow morning to test x