TTC after miscarriage - April 2020 part 2

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I've created us all another thread as we filled the last one!

@mommybear05 I had no idea how long I'd feed for. I never thought I'm definitely going to bf, once he was born though, all I wanted was to get bf right. Every time he woke in the hospital i buzzed for the midwives to check we had got the latch right.

He's already asked more today than he did yesterday and has been difficult to distract!

Period arrived today (first one after March miscarriage)
I'm surprisingly happy that it arrived on day 35 and my cycles haven't been to messed up.
Who's joining me for TTC a 2021 baby?

@faithandcake hi glad you are feeling ok about arrival of af. I had mine at 31 days and also took the positive from it. Cd 8 for me now. Bring on the May bfps 🌈🤞 xx

@faithandcake also did u know there’s now a may thread? Xx

@mommybear05
Glad you didnt have to wait long for AF either.Fingers and toes crossed for you for may! Thanks I'll jump on the may thread.

@renna yeh 3 months is a good amount of time to collect some furniture!! We are having to borrow from family until we can replace them with our own bits lol! The stamp duty (even with first time buyer relief) wiped us out 🙄 Thank goodness for lockdown really as it has really helped my bank account this month! I have my fingers crossed for IB too - but there’s always that doubt in your mind isn’t there lol! I have some niggly back pains too, and the occasional cramping but not as intense as normal AF, kinda like sharp and short ones!

@Hayleylou89 my heart goes out to you for tomorrow - whilst is the thought and build up is quite nerve wracking and sick feeling, I hope that once tomorrow is gone it will have been helpful for you xx

@Donnat89 itll be here before u know it and least ull have a good nights sleep tonight im sure 😴

@renna I know, so wierd as i ordered a necklace with her ashes in back in feb and its toom so long to be made and it happens to be arriving tomorrow the same day as her review xx lets hope AF doesnt show the same day 👎🙄 x

@Hayleylou89 yes exactly a good nights sleep would be fab !

I really hope all goes well tomorrow will be thinking of you cx

So sorry for your loss @hayleylou98 wishing you all the best tomorrow and that they have some answers for you one way or another.
Can I ask what makes you think it was lletz treatment? I had the same and it have never crossed my mind until you said it.

@MrsLBear im not 💯 sure its because of that and ill find out more tomorrow but its my gut instinct as i never just had one treatment i had lots of biopsies aswell as the lletz that kept coming back inconclusive because the parts of tissue they were collecting were incorrect parts of tissue for analysis 🙄 then they Wanted to do another lletz treatment and i said no, i asked to be referred to a specialist gyne who then said they wouldnt carry out no more treatments and told me change my contraceptive as it could b hormone related so i did and my smear tests started to come back fine but i think by that point id already had so much messing with my cervix so iv researched and the set amount of tissue u should have removed before being referred to a consultant when pregnant is 10mm or more had 9mm with just the lletz but then about another 5 mm with the multi inconclusive biopsies i had so i think they should have put me under a consultant led pregnancy from the get go and that why my water broke early... but i may be completely wrong!! xx x

@Donnat89 ur delivery should be anytime soon wooohoo 🥳 told u it wouldnt be long x

@Hayleylou89 haha thanks ! Still no sign of them ! Delivery has updated now to by 9pm tonight which is typical on the day I'm actually waiting for them any other time they are here by midday if they come too late I
May hold of testing until tomorrow if I have the will power to do so !

Also gives AF another day to show if she's going to !

Xxx

@Donnat89 what a nightmare! Hate that and typical that ur waiting for them! Always the way xxx

@Hayleylou89 I had a feeling it would be like that today lol !

I
May just wait until tomorrow now as I feel so nervous of the result and not sure I'm mentally prepared for a BFN .... ahhhh I don't know ! X

@Hayleylou89 @francis05 ooh exciting!! I can def see something on both your pics! Keeping fingers crossed xx

How r u today @renna xx

So did a FRER Invalid bloody test no lines at all so gonna wait until morning to take the next one as don't want to waste it .

If AF still a no show will be a good sign !

The wait continues !

@Hayleylou89 I'm okay ! :) feeling better mentally today ! Focused on work (ish haha )and the day went quicker ! And staying more positive for final part of TWW that theres still a chance :) today I've had pinchy lower back kind of pains . On and off nauseous feeling , a bit dizzy at times .. most of my UTI symptoms gone but still worried its lingering tbh so dunno if that has anything to do with it . Once I know Monday if pg or not I may go docs to see if I have a UTI and get antibiotics if needed . How are you feeling ? Any symptoms ? And no AF !? ... isnt today the latest she should arrive ... so shes pretty much late now ...!? Xx good sign if so !! Xx

@Donnat89 invalid WTH!? So annoying!! But yes FMU tomorrow morning... no AF and you're late so I'm so very confident x

@Renna I've also got a very good feeling this is your month 🙌🏾

@SmileyT aww 🤞🤞🤞 xx
How are you today babe ? Xx

@SmileyT yes I know ! Never had it happen before ! Literally no lines at all completely blank !

It's annoying but I'm happy to wait I can use
FMU and at least whatever the result be happy with it and gives AF time to appear if it's going to ! Xxx

@Renna I'm actually feeling positive today, this TTC lark is an emotional rollercoaster. I am CD4, AF is done and I'm feeling ready to throw everything into this month. I also had a day at work where I didn't actually think about TTC all day which made the day go so much quicker 😂 overall feeling good - and seeing some hope and BFPs in this group will definitely pick my spirits up even more.

Lots of positivity from me today 🙌🏾🌈🙌🏾

@Donnat89 I'll be patiently waiting for the update tomorrow morning xx

Oh @Donnat89 that's annoying hope it's good news tomorrow xx

Cramps seem to be back and quite bad tonight and feel like AF cramps as well as back ache so I think AF will be here by tomorrow 🙁

Feeling gutted xxx

😩😩😩 started spotting I think AF will be in full flow next few hours . Looks
Like I'm taking my seat on the May bus ! X