To hell with being polite!

[Nuttypea]

Just absolutely pissed off with this ttc lark now. It's great that so many people are getting their BFP's but I've reached a point where my eyes roll and I have a selfish mini strop whenever I see or hear about it.

Preseed, conceive plus, vitamins and the SMEP method, which have miraculously worked for others on their 'first try' have failed me on many cycles!

I'm pissed off with hearing "once you stop trying... Or once you relax that's when it will happen" WELL THANK, FUCKING YOU KAREN. I'll just turn off my shitting mind shall I?!

"Go away on holiday, then it will happen for sure" WHAT FUCKER'S FUNDING THAT THEN CHERYL?

"You're still young, you've plenty of time" WELL THEN WHY AREN'T MY EGGS RIPE AND READY YA SILLY TWAT.

Fuck it all! But also, let me check my underwear real quick...

Hope you all had a lovely Christmas! SIL and her partner moved few hours away so don't see them often any more. Xmas day there were a few comments about a new niece or nephew this time next year which I ignored, then yesterday she mentioned it again. I felt really sad and annoyed but then said yeah hopefully and smiled. Felt bad as I know her and her exh tried for a while and never had kids so I know she wasn't being insensitive or rude but genuinely cares about us, it's just hard when I'm already putting so much pressure on myself and don't want to add other people's expectations on to that too 😞
Currently cd32 with no sign of AF of BFP. Fed up! But also enjoyed all then gin and cheese X

Tough isn't it @bluebell94 . Just feels like it's something everything else finds so easy! So many 'accidents' around!!im due AF today. I can feel her coming but always have such a bizarre predicament- don't want af to start so I can pretend a 'surprise' bfp could still happen OR just want af to start so I can start a new both of ttcing. Is that just me??!?

@Sshsecretenclosed that's exactly like me! Even though I know it's AF i somehow convince myself it could be a BFP. I came on Xmas eve! :(

Hoping new year will bring good news.

Xx

Told myself I was taking this cycle easy, didn't do opks, or cm just temps. Now I'm 3dpo and Google why my nipples are super sensitive!