Hi all,
Well, I am a little worried...
So, on DPO14 today (following +OPK and then -OPK the following day). Browny coloured CM started last night. So should expect AF today, but still not properly here. BFN yesterday and fairly low-ish temp (36.54 which is low for me compared to my last temps when PG).
Boobs very sore (not normally this sore before/during AF), no real cramping just lots of unusual twinges, occasional nausea.
BUT I am really really scared that this could be another ectopic. This is what happened last time:
- DPO12 - BFN and browny CM so didn't bother taking anymore tests.
- DPO14 - AF arrived as normal, but slightly more painful
- CD5 - AF pretty much gone but still some pain so randomly took a test - very strong and very quick BFP!!!
- CD6 - started spotting again so went to the GP. Over the next week or so HCG levels rising then falling and then rising again.
- Went to EPU who did an internal scan and couldn't see anything so even though they could never confirm it, they felt that it was likely to be ectopic. Luckily resolved itself through MC and after two weeks HCG levels were back to below 20.
But because of all this there is (if it was ectopic) a big risk of another. So now, with every month that's a bit odd, I panic.
So since that MC in July, spotting has started around DPO8-10 with AF turning up on DPO14 as expected. This month, loads of (what I thought were) PG symptoms and no spotting at all. Convinced I was PG so
yesterday when I got BFN and fairly low temp.
But why no normal spotting until today and still no real pains, just lots of twinges???
So weirdly, hoping AF turns up normally and quickly so I can stop worrying about Ectopic. May take another HPT tomorrow if AF doesn't turn up.
They said that they will scan me in future as soon as I get a BFP, but I don't want an internal scan. Because whenever I've had one, has ended in MC, so I'm almost a bit fearful of them now. So would rather wait until past 6 weeks before I go and have a scan.
Sorry it's so long but I am a bit worried and confused...
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