My mum committed suicide today

[twattymctwatterson]

It was her second attempt but thought the last one was a cry for help. She was so popular and loved, I know she was struggling but can't get my head around this.

What an awful thing to happen X

Do you want to talk more about your mum?

I am so very sorry, Twatty. I hope you will be kind to yourself and that you have lots of people who love you around x

I’m so sorry. This wasn’t your fault. I have no words for how you must be feeling but I didn’t want to read and run

I’m so very sorry x

so very sorry op. i cannot imagin how u must feel x

oh that's so sad to read, I'm so sorry - I cannot imagine how you are feeling. Wishing you strength, x

I am so sorry.

She's at peace now. Really hard for you though.

I am so sorry.

Please try not to blame yourself, and I hope you have people around you to offer the support you need.

I am so very sorry for your loss. Please make sure you take some time to get help with your own grief too.

That must be awful for you and your family - do you have RL support?

How sad for you. Do you have someone with you. x

Thank you all. I'm staying overnight at my brothers tonight but will go home tomorrow. My mum has been ill since January, she was prescribed something for a back injury last year and she became addicted to it - she weaned herself off it but was left with terrible anxiety. She never had any mental illness prior to that and couldn't cope with the thought of carrying on feeling the way she was feeling. I've always had a complicated relationship with my Mum but I loved her. I feel numb at the moment but really don't know how I'll cope when that wears off

My heart breaks for you. Hope you and the family have RL support. So sorry for your loss.

I hurt for you. This is not your fault. So sorry for your loss. This is NOT your fault x

I'm so very sorry. x

Oh god, that’s awful. I’m so sorry

Your poor mum. So sad she couldn’t see a way out

I am so sorry. Don’t try to unpack anything in your head about your mum for now. You loved her & she is at peace. Hugs x

My brother committed suicide a few years ago. Not only did it cause me real heartbreak but also incredible guilt as I truly didn't know just how low he was and of course I was unable to do anything to support him before he took that drastic action. I still miss him but in some small way I am glad he isn't suffering mental torture anymore. Like any bereavement, take time to grieve, find people to talk to when your emotions take over and try to focus on the good times when you feel a little stronger. Big hug.

So sorry to read that twatty do have any RL support?

. Such a terrible shock. So very sorry.

I'm so so sorry Twatty.

So sorry. What a horrible thing to process.
Can you tell us more about your Mum? Xx

Oh sweetheart I’m so sorry. Glad you’re with your brother. Hold onto each other tightly and know that it’s not your fault. Look after each other. Praying for strength for you and your family and sending a huge hug.

So very sorry