I am posting this here because I want you all to flame me and tell me what a fuck up I am.
Last month I suspected I was pregnant and even though I started bleeding I tested and it was + but because of the bleeding I assumed I'd miscarried. This month my period hasn't arrived so I tested again and its still +.
I have suffered with serious MH issues in the past that have put me in hosptial and there is no way me or dh can cope with another baby.
The idea of an abortion is terrifying but I don't know what else I can do.